Stumbling Into Infinity: An Ordinary Man In The Sphere of Enlightenment by Michael Fischman

A story of Michael as he moves from learning TM (Transcendental Meditation) to being a devotee of Sri Sri Ravi Shankar and all the ups and downs in-between. First of all big up Ameet for hooking me up with a pre-publication version. From the first few pages I was already getting some answers to questions that had been brewing and stewing for too long. I could identify with Michael on nearly everything… apart from all that crying. I guess in the presence of Guruji you can help yourself so I’m not judging ;o) I not only identified with his love for writing and spirituality but also acceptance issues with folks and especially the ego. In fact he talks about his ego and insensitivity in the book but while reading it you don’t really need to be told… especially a when it came to talking about other cultures. The Caribbean one took the cake… wont mention what he said but sounded like one person judging a whole nation and their lifestyle.

The book takes you on so many journeys and I couldn’t tell if I could identify more because I’m in Art of Living so I’ll skip the obvious AOL bits. I can’t believe how fortunate this guy is as he was there as a pioneer with Guruji spreading the knowledge and techniques. He got to meet some amazing people on the way and have experiences of hanging in there no matter what health or emotional issues come up to falling in love and not getting the girl. It was like an AOL version of Karate Kid. Oh and the miracles… he mentions seeing blue light coming out of Guruji’s hands and nostrils. See these were bits I didn’t get… for his personal issues he’d write paragraphs about but something like seeing the light… I wanted to know more about that. But yeah… lots of healings with the techniques or with Guruji tapping roses on people. One new thing I learnt was that if you have violence in the ashram they have to do some yagya thing called Rudram Abhishekam to clean the area codes from violence. I’d say the book started out great and then when down mostly because I’ve already heard stories like these from other devotees, disciples… and Guruji fanatics that I like to call ‘gurupies’ (mix of groupies and gopis). Big up Michael though for sharing experiences a devotee would die for and Ameet again for hooking me up just when I needed it.

Contents
- Prologue

- Part One
1: The Disappearance of Faith
2: The White Album
3: A Taste of India
4: The Dharma Hunter

- Part Two
5: When the Student Is Ready…
6: Journey Into Stillness
7: The Alchemy of Doubt
8: Sitting Close
9: First AIDS Course
10: Teacher Training
11: Surrender & Samadhi
12: The Diamond Cutter
13: Siddha, Buddha & the Amazing Tiger Swami
14: The Heart of Desire
15: A Fight at the Ashram

- Part Three
16: The Caribbean King
17: Coming Home
18: The Way of Grace

- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Further Exploration

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RECORD SHATTERED! THE WORLD HAS STOOD UP TO DEMAND AN END TO POVERTY! 17/10/2009

To see the London Art of Living crew stand up go to http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=243393&id=500304440

GUINNESS WORLD RECORD SHATTERED BY CITIZENS ACROSS GLOBE DEMANDING THAT THEIR LEADERS END POVERTY

More than 173 Million People Gather at “Stand Up, Take Action, End Poverty Now!” events, setting new world record for largest mobilization in history
A Guinness World Record shattered this weekend when 173,045,325 citizens gathered at over 3,000 events in more than 120 countries, demanding that their governments eradicate extreme poverty and achieve the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs). “Stand Up, Take Action, End Poverty Now!”, now in its fourth year, has been certified by Guinness World Records as the largest mobilization of human beings in recorded history, an increase of about 57 million people over last year.
“The more than 173 million people who mobilized this weekend sent a clear message to world leaders that there is massive, universal, global demand for eradicating poverty and achieving the Millennium Development Goals,” said Salil Shetty, Director of the United Nations Millennium Campaign. “In particular, we have seen citizens determined to show their governments that they will hold them accountable for keeping their promises to end hunger, improve maternal health and abolish trade-distorting agricultural subsidies. They will not accept excuses for breaking promises to the world’s poorest and most vulnerable people, who have already been hardest hit by the global food, economic and climate crises they had no role in causing.”
In Asia more than 100 million people participated (101,106,845); in Africa more than 37 million people participated (37,848,412); in the Arab region more than 31 million people participated (31,394,459); in Europe more than 2 million people participated (2,102,121); in Latin America more than 200,000 people participated (229,371); in North America nearly 200,000 people participated (191,535); and in Oceania more than 170,000 people participated (172,582).
“Stand Up is proven to be a growing global mobilization, as well as an ongoing grass roots movement from remote areas and cities in so many countries, both rich and poor,” said Sylvia Borren, Co-chair of the Global Call to Action Against Poverty (GCAP), who attended several “Stand Up” events across The Netherlands last weekend. “These are the voices of young people, women and men demanding the eradication of poverty, and new answers to the food, economic and climate crises. We will carry this overwhelming message forward in the weeks and months ahead to influence both the Copenhagen climate discussions and next year’s MDG review.”
Currently 1 billion people around the world are hungry and 500,000 women continue to die annually as the result of pregnancy and childbirth. The vast majority of these deaths are preventable.
The mobilization was organized globally by the United Nations Millennium Campaign, in partnership with a range of organizations including the Global Call to Action Against Poverty (GCAP).
The 3,000 events across every inhabited continent this weekend included:
In New York, United Nations Secretary General Ban Ki-Moon lead schoolchildren in Standing Up on Friday.
In Bangladesh, civil society campaigners raised the call “National Unity Can Eradicate Poverty,” urging that a “Poverty and Hunger Free Bangladesh is Possible Now.” The Prime Minister led the nation in pledging to remain united to develop the country by 2020. At a rally in Dhaka, she called upon all political parties to jointly fight corruption and stabilize democracy.
Despite the typhoons that hit the Philippines just before “Stand Up,” 35.5 million people in the country Stood Up and the “I Vote for MDGs” campaign, a survey on the issues voters believe should be prioritized by the 2010 Presidential candidates, was launched.
In Nepal the President read a Stand Up Pledge with members of the Constituent assembly at an event broadcast live on national television, followed by a concert in a large open-air theatre in the heart of Kathmandu.
In the United States, the Irish band U2 brought 50,000 concertgoers to their feet for a “Stand Up” moment during their October 18 concert in Norman, Oklahoma.
From Cape Town to Cairo and from Accra to Kampala, millions of Africans stood up in churches, mosques, schools, markets, streets and work places to call on their leaders to end poverty and inequality. In Uganda, the Local Government Association joined “Stand Up” by launching a historic award to honor the best-performing local government. The inaugural award was presented to the Kasese District.
In South Africa, housemates on the hit television show “Big Brother” made passionate appeals to world leaders to end poverty and led the continent in reading the “Stand Up” pledge, collected food for disadvantaged children and wrote a song on poverty. They called on African leaders to stop maternal death, end hunger and address climate change.
In Nigeria, legendary African artist Femi Kuti led over 60,000 people attending the annual event commemorating the life of his late father Fela Kuti, in pledging their commitment to campaigning fervently against poverty and injustice. Femi urged participants at the festival to be bold when holding their governments accountable, noting that Africa has enough resources to end poverty. Accusing African leaders of mismanaging public resources through corruption and poor governance, he called on them to focus more attention on programs leading to the achievement of the Millennium Development Goals.
At Federation Square, Melbourne, a concert organized by Make Poverty History Australia and AusAID included a flash mob stunt and performances by entertainers including Diafrix, a musical group of African refugees.
Citizens of Papua New Guinea Stood Up for the first time this year, in churches and government buildings, with support from the government Department of Community Development.
In Halifax, Canada, citizens marched against poverty in a rally organized by Make Poverty History.
In Italy, more than 400,000 people participated in 200 sports events across the country. The people of L’Aquila, which was hit by a devastating earthquake in April, ran a marathon to show their support.
In Paris, the streets were invaded by 4,000 roller-bladers on Sunday proudly sporting ‘Stand Up, Take Action, End Poverty Now!’ t-shirts.
In Spain, coordinated marches nationwide included a rally in Madrid on October 16 which was followed by an outdoor concert featuring Spanish rock bands.
Peru was one of several countries which used “Stand Up” to start a process of climate justice hearings aimed at gathering the testimonies of people whose lives and livelihoods are being destroyed by global warming.
“Stand Up” was also supported by the entire United Nations system, with events organized by United Nations Information Centers (UNICs) across the globe. In Egypt, for example, 25 million worshippers Stood Up in mosques, more than 2 million worshippers Stood Up in Coptic Orthodox churches and thousands more Stood Up in schools across the country, in a mobilization organized by the UNIC in Egypt.
Hundreds of people gathered on October 16 at the International Labor Organisation (ILO) headquarters in Geneva to Stand Up Against Poverty in a joint action with UNDP and UN agencies, led by ILO Director-General Juan Somavia.
For more information, photos and b-roll contact:
Kara Alaimo
United Nations Millennium Campaign
Kara.Alaimo@undp.org
Telephone: +1 212-906-6399
Ciara O’Sullivan
Global Call to Action Against Poverty
Ciara.osullivan@whiteband.org
Telephone: +34 679 594 809
About the Campaigns:
The UN Millennium Campaign was established by the UN Secretary General in 2002. The Campaign supports citizens’ efforts to hold their governments to account for the achievement of the Millennium Development Goals. The Millennium Development Goals were adopted by 189 world leaders from rich and poor countries, as part of the Millennium Declaration which was signed in 2000. These leaders agreed to achieve the Goals by 2015. Our premise is simple: we are the first generation that can end poverty and we refuse to miss this opportunity. For more information, visit www.endpoverty2015.org.
The Global Call to Action against Poverty (GCAP) is a civil society alliance of social movements, international NGOs, trade unions, community groups, women’s organizations, faith and youth groups, local associations and campaigners working together across more than 100 national coalitions/platforms. GCAP is calling for action from the world’s leaders to meet their promises to end poverty and inequality. In particular, GCAP demands solutions that address the issues of public accountability, just governance and the fulfillment of human rights; trade justice; more and better aid; debt cancellation; climate justice; peace and security as well as gender equality and women’s rights. For more information, visit www.whiteband.org.
www.StandAgainstPoverty.org

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Aks Production’s Acting Workshop June-July 2010

Aks Production’s Acting Workshop June-July 2010

Big up Ambarish for the pics

Since I’ve been extra busy I’ve not got down the dates.

First Workshop meeting – Meet with the Aks crew, introduce ourselves and chit chat. After that we did some exercises for stage awareness, voice projection, trust, etc. Quite a few of them were what we teach kids in Art of Living’s ART Excel course. I was excited about the trust one as I’ve always wanted to be the one in the middle being pushed around. So that was cool though for the first one I think there was more talk and lets just say it’s a good thing Ankur is funny.

Second meeting – Get an email assigning me to Team 1. Basically we were divided into 2 groups and each group would further be divided into 2 plays. So meet up at Sanket’s beautiful place facing the docks. Our director Charan had mailed us 2 scripts and we went through them. Get an email telling me I’ve been given the part of Paul in the Growth. I was like yay… I have to sleep most of the time lol. So I recorded my script and put it on my mp3 player to listen to throughout the day. I must say the bus rides got interesting as I’d pretend to be talking to someone on the empty seat next to me or an occupied seat opposite the isle. Most of the time I’d get away with it coz the folks would think I’m just on my handsfree or something. But then there are some lines e.g. did you book that seat or did the airline stick you way over there? And folks would have that expression like this guy looks totally sane but why is he talking like this and how should I react to it.

Third meeting – Get to Tina’s for rehearsals. She’ll be playing my wife Sue and Sejal would be the hallucination/angel Monica. We go through our bits and get direction from Charan. Voice was the main problem and would be in coming rehearsals. So far so good. Note: Charan was talking about the 4th wall and representational/presentational act and I was like… I WANNA KNOW MORE!

The rest of the meetings took place in Regent’s park at the bandstand. We finally realised why Charan kept telling us about volume. We couldn’t hear anything just a few steps away from each other. So now we had to work on voice AND talk to the audience when speaking and look at the person when they were speaking… difficult concept and we’ve come a long way but still need to work on that bit. As in it’s just habit to face the person you’re talking to right? Oh and Paul has been a bit too stiff for a caring husband and I was told to work on that. It was kinda difficult coz that ‘nice guy/lovey dovey guy’ is a part of my past and my ego was like you’re not gonna be needy… till Charan mentioned something about what is needy to me is called love to the rest. I was still beating myself up for not getting it coz it was just acting so after rehearsals it was time to calibrate. Asked myself when I felt that lovey dovey caring stuff. Only with 2 people and music of course. I thought I was gonna have to confide in Tina to feel that but I felt it… and confided anyway lol. But yeah… every emotion I linked to a song and either one of the two people that I used to show all my emotions to. It did help coz Sue has a tumor and I’m trying to be caring and all just like how I used to be with moms wheeling her around.

So every time we meet we work and build on something. After voices and looking at the audience came emoting the lines with all the lovey dovey stuff. Note: I think this is the first time I’ve held a skinny girls hand… and it’s not too bad ;o) Note 2: Was meant to design the poster and tickets for this production but its a not for profit thing and that means no income which aint happening since my seva time and resources are booked for Art of Living till end of August. Plus Aks was formed by folks wanting to get away from their work and I was spending enough time and money for the workshop. Hell by he time I get home I just have time to sleep… maybe change. And sleep was getting hard enough as it was as the Alam brothers seem to like rearranging their furniture every other midnight while my Bangla housemates in the living room next to me feel a song coming on every other minute.

Workshop 2 with Ankur’s parents and sister – Intros etc… right of the bat I was told to stretch the R and S in my name. Oh and thats the other thing… out of all the cast I thought I’d be the loudest and it turns out I was the softest. Let me reword that… I was the least loudest!? Shows you just how much your perception is not what is reality. But I’ll come to that in a bit. We do some more exercises and then do our plays right… now the parents give us tweaks and stuff. They were amazing… in a nutshell… try and express each and every word spoken and every space before, after and in between. Only bit I was heart broken was when I was told to tone down the anger and be more caring in a very emotional bit which I had to dig into my past to get out… and it’s still hard to show it but yeah Charan confirmed it’s all good and the emotion stays. Anyway so sacrificed a major fam reunion after ages for it but I had to do it… my been there done that reflex kicked in. By the time I joined the fam reunion it chilled out and I’ve been trying something different especially by staying away from the music but towards the end I ended up there. Teaching belly dance and farting around lol. That Polish beer was sooo strong I had to sleep it off the whole next day.

More meetings at Regents Park bandstand. More rehearsals and I totally forgot one crucial bit but we got to it… it was emoting and reacting to our partners lines. So we had to add to that and now I’m feeling comfortable with it coz it’s starting to flow. Sue and Paul are starting to feel like a couple. Funny bit: The director knows what he wants so he’s directing that way and sometimes the cast feel like they can word it better or help and ends up being a ‘too many cooks…’ situation. So yeah… the shouting lines at each other is starting to feel natural too. It’s getting there but at the same time lots of tweaks needed. Note: Usually I’d get to Regents Park extra early so either catch some sleep or chill by the lake/pond thing. This time round I was eating my carrots and feeding some of the ducks there and a gaggle of geese come uncomfortably close. One was right next to me and I’m like does this fool want a carrot or is he gonna bite me. He was saying something to me… if only I had subtitles. It was nice though… till a silly girl decided to chase them around. I think I took their spot coz they settled quite close to me. It felt like the main one was yelling cuss words my way. Note: Using that world, gaggle, just took me back to Std. 7. What were those books called again? First Aid in English or something?

Meet again at the Peacock theatre for proper rehearsals. Usually we’d say a few lines and Charan would panel beat it when needed… now it was time for us to do it fully. First time we were better. The other plays are so much more funny and have much more movement. Ours is just in a flight sitting and talking. And one of the plays has cuss words man! The cocksucker bit makes my day every time…. where was I? Oh the first time round Charan even recorded our bits and we watched it and realised that one of the biggest things we needed to bump up was our hand and body expressions as our facial expressions were lost in the distance. And this theatre is not that big even. Second time we were really crap… but louder so that was good. I personally thought that main bit where I lose it was good but no one else giving me props so I guess I gotta work on it. Yo, but Neha Jain said I was a cute husband… Paras felt a flashback when he used to be sweet and cute and all but just to clarify… I’M PLAYING A CHARACTER so she was talking about him OKAY! LMAO! My dear Sue was not happy with her part and I was feeling this need to be there for her. So I guess this acting stuff is helping me feel for stuff other than music. Anyway get home and I don’t have work the next day so I’mma sleep my ass off!

Yeah right… my body clock is programmed to wake up by 9 atleast and after the energy drinks last night for the play… I think I fell asleep when it was getting bright so say 4am in summer. Spend some quality time with the lappy… I ignored her for a whole week man.

After a weekend break we met again at the usual Regents Park Bandstand and Ankur joined the second performance. Dude gave us some pretty deep mindsets to think about especially for the emotions and how they transition. So now my lovey dovey-ness is good but my sarcasm is missing and I gotta work on the reaction while Sue is talking but yeah out of all the plays ours is ready to go. Can’t remember if I mentioned this but our play is the most static, sad and some other S word (I think slow) and it’s been slotted in to be the second one in the 4 short plays.

Rainy windy day… it was dry by the time we got to the bandstand and time we did something called gabble where we just blurt out our lines fast and try to do it without mistakes. Then did a straight run I was not at all pleased with… even the second straight run I was not happy with my execution. Charan asks us to take note of our props list. Get home and pack and go stay elsewhere to try get some decent sleep but that didn’t happen.

Friday (2 days to the play) – Just got named and shamed coz I didn’t pay the workshop balance lol. Ok so we meet for a proper dress rehearsal at The Cockpit. I was early as usual and it was closed so try out this minced lamb on a naan pizza like thing next door and I realised these guys on around Edgware road are either trying to be rude or don’t have it in them to look you in the eyes. Anyway, Tina tells me to meet her at the sheesha place we usually hang and get coffees from. Sejal joins us. Rija was there too and we didn’t even realise. Dude next to us leaves the sheesha for Sej and me. The waiter is not too pleased with that and tries to take it away. Then I ask for another glass for mint tea and he refuses to bring it! Oh well… back to the play… see now the crew has already beautiful women so when they came out dressed I was like that Boyz II Men song … if there could only be 3 more of me…. So our first rehearsal went ok and Charan let us go, from now on we’re on our own but we need to work on that volume. Do some more gabble and get a chance to rehearse once more which came out great… hell I was happy with my bit finally. But yeah it’s freaking me out a little as I start feeling my heartbeat and shakes and cotton mouth. We’re told alcohol would not help as it’ll interfere with our voices. Bit of a challenge but exciting too. All the plays are coming out well… you can see there is chemistry between the characters and now it’s basically fine tuning.

Thought I’d wake up early… go to the gym at 9 and meet with the crew to hang as we couldn’t do much without Sejal. Even skipped my workout and just did a run and still got there late. And on the bus a kid threw up on my Converse shoes which I rarely take out for a walk. It’s all good, it was more water than anything else and didn’t even smell the bus out or anything. I’d go into more detail about it but this one’s about Aks sooo… Charan had left The Rag Factory by then so I watched the other teams rehearsals. Man Sarah’s expression are soooo amazing even though her second character plays the perfect ‘kinda crazy about measurements’ partner. I don’t mean measurements in that way! I just realised the other plays have a kink… one has some psycho-ness, another has swearing and the other has sexual references.

The Big Day – Wake up early thinking I’ll squeeze in a run at the gym… worked out my vocal instead by singing and rapping after ages. Get there early and wait for the rest. Rehearse sound and light and curtain calls. During the curtain call Ankur calls me Paras Shah and my reaction was ‘thats not my surname mother f***er!’ as I walk on stage (in a funny way of course). Lol I was like if that happens during the main show I’m gonna replace it with most famous swear word in one of the plays. Find out the print outs have mine and Heteash’s surnames wrong on there but Charan nipped off too his office to fix that. Rehearsed a few times and the last minute changes were hard to incorporate especially pretending to sleep with my chin up so the audience can see my face. Make up time. Back stage was wicked… we thought the place was small but more rooms lead to more rooms and they have this speaker system where you can hear whats going on ‘on stage’ so clearly. Just hope nobody was bitching about anybody else. The guys dressing area had a piano and washing machines etc. Everyone’s starting to look fly… Neha Datta hooked up the older person look on Sanket and Sejal. Suddenly felt like prep with Blue Sky Films all over again.

The performance – First the musicians went on. Ali knew these guys separately and got them together for this show. They sounded crap on the backstage speaker thing but the crowd loved em. First short play goes on… sounds good. We’re next and I was trying to find a quiet place to go blank but didn’t and saw Sarah with her headphones on… BRILLIANT! Thats what I usually do to drown the rest of the noise anyway. Still end up getting advice and I can’t remember what anyone said coz it stitched through my ears. Our play had 2 screw ups… first one from yours truly of course saying the wrong line. The second screw up kinda covered up the first and the audience had no clue so it’s all good. After that my stomach turned into a washing machine. OH the whole day I don’t know what was up but before the play I had to go 5 times! Anyway so I suppress this feeling of Alien wanting to break out of my stomach with a whiskey and serious flirting in Albanian with the Kosovan barmaid. Feel better and get backstage again. Wait for the the plays to finish. Curtain calls. Meet my fam and friends at the bar again. It was pretty packed so we left for a shawarma at Helen’s. Can’t believe after all this time practicing it was over so quick. Everyone was full of nothing but compliments but I wanted to know which bits were off. I was told the bad words caught people off guard mostly since there were kids in the audience. Note: Gotta find out what that feeling in the stomach was coz it was BAD! Hell I took a day off work to recover.

So yeah… the Workshop was worth it … total £95 (mostly to sell tickets) plus lots of time rehearsing. We were told we’ll get more of a practical experience from it instead of learning stuff, but some acting for dummies advice now and then would have been good. The producers and directors were great, the crew was amazing… in a few weeks we were already like a family. Was hoping for some kinda drama but they were all too cool, full of jokes and they saved the drama for the stage. Cock suckers!

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TURN A MOUSE INTO A LION by Ravi Shankar (Hudson Valley, May 2004)

TURN A MOUSE INTO A LION by Ravi Shankar (Hudson Valley, May 2004)
Its hard to imagine my ever being very courageous. In fact most of the time I feel like a mouse. Can the qualities of love and meditation turn even a mouse into a Buddha?
Certainly. This knowledge will turn mud into gold, mouse into a lion. You know a child saw a cartoon or some picture that someone with a beard and hair came and turned somebody into a frog. So when that family came here yesterday, the child saw me and started crying thinking that. (mad laughter) And the boy said to the dad ‘dad he’s going to turn me into a frog I don’t want to go near’. (more laughter) A Buddha is present even inside a mouse. The nature of Buddha is everywhere. So definitely it can blossom.

My dearest guruji, can you please talk about self effort and effortlessness? How can you move into one from another?
Very simple. Coming to the hall is your effort, and when you come and sit here its all effortless. (laughter) You don’t have to do anything. But to reach here you have to make some effort to come. Got it? Got it! See its your effort to open the windows but the breeze comes by itself, light comes by itself. Air comes by itself. Similarly when you have been here, effortlessly you get so much energy and then you go out and put your effort. And do what you need to do. When you’re acting put 100% effort. And when you’re resting, totally let go. Life is combination of both. Hmmmm? That is where most people miss the point. Either they keep putting effort all the time, or they’ll be so lazy and don’t put any effort at all. No life is a combination of day and night, sleep and activity, effort and effortlessness.

The whole universe is going to end, we are all going to die so what does it matter whether we do all this or not? Why you spend all your time and energy helping others?
My dear. If you ask the clouds, why do you rain? And ask the sun, why do you shine? Ask the river, why do you flow? What it would say? Its my nature. Someone asked me, what is your motivation? What motivates you to do all this? I said you need motivation if something is not in your nature. Motivation is short lived because it is an external stimuli. An imposed activity. Sun does not shine because it is imposed activity. It shines because it is its nature. It cant but shine! You get sick and tired when you go out of your nature. Or when you don’t know your nature. So you do everything by your nature then there is not problem. So helping is your nature, you cant but help. Whether the world lives for one day or one millennium, it does not matter. That time and space does not matter for you to express your own nature. Got it?

Why is it I don’t cry, even when someone very close dies in the family? I lost my dad last week but I didn’t shed a tear yet. Am I stone hearted?
Don’t judge yourself. You didn’t cry, you didn’t cry, that’s it. Doesn’t matter. Maybe you’re aware of the knowledge that everybodys going to die anyway. Somewhere it didn’t strike a cord. Maybe sometime when you feel grateful you may get some tears. Or you may just feel peace. There could be many reasons. Sometimes there are particular nadis in the system, when they open up only, you start crying. If they don’t open up you don’t cry. Not that you’re stone hearted, your bad. Not at all. That’s what happens in the Kriya also, you know sometimes people start crying and laughing. Doesn’t need to happen to everybody, for someone it happens, someone it doesn’t. Both are ok.

I really like the practice of meditation. And it bothers me that people seem to worship the guru. Can you explain the purpose/way of thinking about a guru?
You know, it’s a cultural thing. People come and touch their feet and bow down. If you go to Japan, they bow down half. If you go to India (guruji laughs) they bow down full. (laughter) (Paras note: Think they’re laughing about guruji’s joke. He always says ‘don’t bow down to me, you might miss the blessing) It has become a habit. Whenever they see any elderly person. Grandfather comes home, its duty for everybody to bow down. Grandmother, mother, family, any saint comes, anyone comes! It has become a habit. They even do to politicians. (laughter) They’ll see many states people, just go and bow down. To politicians. It is a cultural thing. And I’ve been telling people many times no no. People listen to me for a few minutes then they go to do their own. It’s a habit. I mean you should see in India sometimes it is very difficult. There were many police also, who were trying to control the crowd and everything. The policeman holds the crowd back and I get into the car. They forget they are policemen. And a policeman starts bowing down. (crazy laughter) And if the policeman starts bowing down, you can imagine what happens to the crowd in the back, they fall on top of them. (still crazy laughter) Recently it happened, once I was getting in the car and the policeman was very angry with the crowd trying to hold them back. But then when he saw me, he did the pranam. What happened, his hat flew on one side, his stick on the other side, and he hardly could get up. (still crazy laughter) And gather his stuff. And he turned back and was angry at the devotees. (even more laughter) And that was a scene I tell you. One minute he was angry at them and then he looked and me he starts smiling… please bless me. (crazy mad hysterical laughter and applause) I tell you it’s a big comedy show. (laughter)

The way our volunteers behave in our big satsangs and big gatherings in India. They’ll hold/form a chain, and then say move move move. They’re looking at me and shouting move move. Sometimes when they look back… there is nobody behind you! (Guruji laughs, everyone goes nuts laughing) Coz there are already… its all quadran’d off. And they are holding their hands and moving. When people are in love the way they express their love and gratitude, has no rules, has no regulations, has no limits. I have never said to anybody anytime, bow down, fall at my feet. (Guruji laughs) Absolutely not, but it’s a cultural thing, even in Taiwan, in China, other places, it will just happen. People will just… that’s the way to greet. They never shake hands, they do this or touch the feet. And we have all grown up doing that, as soon as, in the morning, first thing you have to touch the feet of the mother. Go and bow down to mother and father. If you had a fight with her, then also, because of the habit. HUH! I’m going to bow down. (Guruji laughs, everybody laughs) And she’ll say Huh! No use in bowing down, you don’t listen to me. (Guruji/everybody laughs) Of course in the west it looks little appalling to people, oh what are they doing. Coz its not in the cultural tradition. Same in the east when they see people kissing each other. So there are different cultural differences in different places.

In come villages, in some towns, small towns in India, if you go as a guest, they worship you. They wash your feet, every guest is called God. Say, god my dear god, oh please come god. They’ll worship every guest as a god. And they put the plate and they feed you food and give you… whatever they have… first feed you and they ask you what can I do for you? My god? Their address is like that ‘what can I do for you my god?’ Very innocent people so pure in their heart and they have no fear you know? Guest are welcomed in terms of god. Said where does god reside? Say in the mother, in the father, in the teacher and in the guest. And treat all of them as the messenger of the divine. This is the first lesson a child gets, learn from your mother, learn from your father, learn from the teacher, learn to honour everybody. And then honour the environment, honour the trees. If you want to cut a tree, first you have to take permission from the tree. They say ‘I have to cut you. Pardon me but I’m going to plan 5 saplings of your family’ Then they used to cut the tree. The same practices are present in all aboriginal people all around the world. To some extent they also do this, when you cut a tree they have to take permission. They are best conservators of nature. They preserve the nature. If you see the aboriginals in North America, or in Australia, New Zealand, some parts of India. They all have similar traditions and cultures, they do same things. Honour the nature. Honour the mountains. Honour the rivers. So you don’t exploit the nature, but make use of it with gratitude. It simply shows that fullness of the heart.

At a particular festival in India all the instruments are honoured or worshipped. You know scissors, knives, scooters, cars and busses and trucks, lorries, everything. Coz say, you have been of great help to me all the year, so I honour you. You know? Sense of honouring. Suddenly the whole universe becomes alive and full of life. You don’t see it as a dead object. You have an emotional feeling, an attachment. You know it happens automatically, naturally. I heard that in California a couple got divorced and then the whole fight was about… they went to court… about the chair they have been using for the past 40 years. The man used to use the chair for 40 years and he was so attached to the chair, he could let go of his wife but not the chair. (laughter) And the chair belonged to his wife, so she went to court for the chair. You start respecting, honouring, having a sense of attachment to objects around you. Giving it a little more authenticity, validity. Making it little more sacred, knowing that all these things in the universe is worth honouring. Knowing that it all belongs to god. It all belongs to that one creator. Is the method of ancient rishis, way of the ancient people.

Today many teachers and professors in the college are so tired, so depressed, because the children don’t honour them. When they don’t honour their guide, they don’t honour and respect their teachers, how are they going to learn from them? The indiscipline has found its peak. Because they don’t honour, they don’t respect anything! Anything for that matter. If god has made us, then god has also given us them mind. The thoughts are given by god. Everything is given by god then you have nothing to worry about. (laughter) If worry comes even, god is worrying you’re not worrying. (laughter) Sometimes you know we say ‘if god wants he will do it’, ‘god does everything but I suffer’. This will not work. If goes does everything and if suffering comes, he’s suffering also, you know. Oh god gave me this thought to eat more, but now I have a tummy ache. (laughter) You have the tummy ache, let god have the tummy ache. (laughter) You see, when you’re not the doer you’re not also the sufferer or the enjoyer of it. That’s a higher knowledge. To know that I’m not doer, its not a concept, it is an experience. Whenever you have done something very important or achieved something great, you’ll suddenly feel, oh I didn’t do it, it just happened. And same thing when you ask a hardened criminal in the prison, did you do it? He’ll say no. I don’t know how it happened, just happened.

Tell you something about secret and sacred. You know when you consider something sacred, what happens? You become totally alert. Coz you say this is a secret message. How I will take it? Your total attention and love and everything is there, when you consider something sacred. It’s a sacred thing, sacred book. You take it with both hands. The way you handle something sacred suddenly changes everything. And what is the advantage of it. The advantage is… it makes your brain alert. You mind alert. Its like a spark has suddenly become a flame. That spark that is in you suddenly becomes like a flame. Sacred… suddenly everything wakes up, from the slumber. Right? Same thing with secret.

Say, ‘I want to tell you a secret’.
‘Huh?’ (laughter) Wake up ‘Huh?!’
Suddenly you become so alert. (Guruji whispers) ‘I want to tell you a secret’…
‘Huh… tell me, tell me!’
‘I’ll tell you tomorrow’
‘No no tell me now!’. (laughter/applause)
‘Maybe I’ll tell you later’
‘No no why later, tell me now’ (laughter) (Paras note: LMAO Guruji is such a cartoon)
See you become so awake now ‘Tell me, tell me’.

Anything that’s a secret/is sacred suddenly enlivens you. Takes you deeper into awakening. That’s why the mantras that you are given, you know Sahaj mantras and all. Say keep it secret. It’s the same mantra (Paras note: Oh no he didn’t). But secret. (everyone goes nuts/laughter) So secret. Tell nobody. (extra mad laughter and applause). Shhhhh. Something precious. Coz something precious makes you so alive. Sacred and secret makes you so alive. You know its amazing how this ancient yogis and rishis had such a brilliant mind. They knew how the mind works. That’s why they gave a mantra into somebody’s ears. Shhhhh don’t tell anybody. (laughter) Keep it within you. (laughter) You go, ohhh I have something. So valuable nobody else has it. (laughter) You know, that enriches the whole consciousness. Brings that aliveness, its done at a small age. When somebody is 8 year old, 9 years old, each boy has got it. Shhhhh. Make a huge celebration for their initiation day. It’ll be all bangs and all food and relatives, everybody has come. The boys, then they take a shawl and put it on the head of the boy and the teacher will go whisper in the ear… secret mantra just for you. Hmmm?

We need to learn to honour our life, honouring ones life is meditation. Got it? Sit and honour your body. Honour your breath, honour your mind, honour the life in general. And see how meditation starts happening.

Some here believe that you are god. Do you encourage this belief. You have said that anything we see in you also exists in our self. That we should not put you in different category. How do you resolve this with the idea people have that you are god, a prophet or another incarnation of Jesus. Is not god in another category?
Some believe that you are god. They should know that I am god, no need of believing. (laughter/applause) There is nothing that can exist outside god, my dear, I tell you. If god is love, what you think you are made up of? We are all god, we are all made up of love. Certainly. I don’t encourage belief. I encourage everyone to know. You know yourself, then you will be able to know me. If you don’t know yourself, you cant know me. What is this personality, you and me’s. Is just a false idea. The subtler we go, there is no two. Can you say this is my air? This is my breath. No, the air that goes through your nose, goes into that persons nose, that persons nose, that person… Its like 2 magnetic compasses saying, my magnetic field, my magnetic field. Of course both indicate the same magnetic field. But the field is one. Similarly consciousness is only one. This little intellect, mind, they’re all layers. You have to surpass the layer then see who am I? Who you really are, that’s what I am. What I am is what you are. There are no persons at all in this planet. Its one ocean. If there’s two ocean then fish say my ocean, my life, my ocean, my life. Different bodies are exhibiting different intellect, that’s all. But the life is in the water. Do you get it? Subtler we go, there is no two, there is no difference. On the body level, yes your body is different, my bodys different. On the level of breath, no its one. Mind, even closer. Refinement! We go on the atomic level, its all one. The word atom comes from that athma, means the ultimate. The self. You think you exist that’s the problem, I know, there is nobody in here. (laughter) Hollow and empty. That is how all the prophets in the world who have been on this planet are expression of one consciousness. You know it’s the same sun that come through this window, that window or that window or that window in the morning, afternoon, evening, its all very different. Winter sun is different from spring, its different from summer, yet it’s the same sun. Are you with me? Are you understanding what I’m saying? So there is no need of having two categories. Wake up and see. All these categories are all ignorance. Childishness.

Is marriage and companionship essential for a complete life experience?
I don’t know. (laughter) Maybe in one of the lives, should be enough. (guruji laughs) Its not necessary that you have to experience everything in life. When your intellect is sharp enough. All other experience in the world becomes part of your own experience. It depends on your sensitivity, how much sensitive you are. You feel you’ve already experienced all that. And wider and vaster your exposure to the consciousness, your understanding of consciousness. You’ll see you are filled with billions of experiences. Billions of experiences.

How to become egoless or reduce the ego?
Just don’t worry. If you feel that you have an ego, just keep it there. Keep it in the pocket. Don’t try to reduce it, because that becomes a big ego. Look, I have reduced my ego. (laughter) Nobody could do it, I did it. (laughter) What did I do, I reduced my ego. (laughter) Ego seems to be hindering with all tasks. It is its job, let it do it. (laughter) If you had a dog and it wags its tail, its not its fault, let it be. (laughter) So what let it be. The way to deal with ego is let it be, so what. Ignoring it. You know if somebody is egoistic, how to handle them is to ignore their ego. Ignore their existence. (guruji laughs) You’ll see that he will feel that. Same way with you, you feel you have an ego, just ignore your own ego. Just move on. Agree to be fool for one day. Agree to be crazy just for one day. You will see how your ego has flown out of the window. Never mind, its not a big issue. You see what I’m saying? Hmmm? Well if it pinches or it pains, you know how to get rid of it. So-hum, so what. We have two weapons with us, one is? So what. Another is so-hum, so-hum, so-hum. All washed.

What is enlightenment, is it for everybody?
Yes. Enlightenment is just being in your nature. Becoming a child again. Becoming so strong from within. Nobody can shake your smile and peace… love that you are.

What is the shortest and fastest way to merge with guruji consciousness?
See guru consciousness is what? A consciousness which is vast, big. Is compassionate, full of love and wisdom. Its either called guru consciousness or Buddha nature. Everyone has? A Buddha nature within oneself. Similarly guru consciousness is the big mind within you. Hmmm. And by meditation, by service, being loving and compassionate and wise, you are that. Now when you start taking responsibility for everyone. Loving everyone as yours and part of you, and help and guide people around you. That consciousness is coming already in you. Ya? Nothing can disturb you and you know for sure. That is a/you’re dawning into that consciousness. When someone stands and just blames you. Shouts at you and you’re just there smiling, nothing is bothering you. You feel rather compassion, rather than anger. Then that consciousness is already dawning. Hmmm?

How do you have and maintain hope when the world is filled with so much pain? In the light of Iraqi prisoners abuse and people treat each other so terribly?
You know that’s why we need to be very active. Now at the present time, there is a course happening in the Bombay prison. 25 hardcore Islamic terrorists, Jihadis made a series of bomb blasts in Bombay. Killing 100s and 100s of people. Now the course is happening there. You know first day they were like this. Second day they opened up. You know transformation is now happening in them. See, nobody taught them human values. We need to teach people spirituality, human values. Hmmm? Otherwise such things continue to happen in the world. Like you teach people alphabets. You have to teach them, before they learn alphabets, you have to teach them how to behave with each other. Its all because of hatred and stress. And we have not taught anyone how to get rid of hatred. We have a big task and you’re all part of that task. Remember. (guruji laughs) Ya? (applause) You all have responsibility. Each one of you have the responsibility in you to bring that education, to bring that compassion and love in the world. Think this is your prime thing (?), before you depart from the world. You should (?) seeds of love and seeds of harmony. As much as possible. This should be your goal. What d’you think? Correct? (applause) We need to bring the healing touch. And all of us should work to bring that healing.

Why do we always sit on the floor instead of on a chair during meditation or Sudarshan Kriya?
You can sit on chair. Some people do sit on the chair. For Kriya its better you sit, so that you can lie down anytime that you want. (Guruji laughs/laughter) You know on chair maybe you feel little insecure, maybe I will fall down. (laughter) When you’re already on the ground you don’t worry about falling off. Can easily let go. But you can sit on a sofa, but sofas occupy a lot of space, we need double the space. See chairs are a little unstable. But choice is yours. Want to sit on the chair you’re most welcome. In fact it is better, some of you think you have to sit on the floor and sit on your backs and knees are paining and your legs are going to sleep and you’re unable to meditate. I tell you it is not necessary to torture yourself so much. (laughter) You better get up and sit in a chair comfortably. At least where you can let go. You know. How you should sit for meditation? (something sukham asan) Means you should be comfortable and should be steady. Not you change your position every 2 minutes. Ok? It should be comfortable and? Steady. Ok? Good good good good good.

How do you know if a thought or impulse to take action is a desire or just nature moving you to a positive direction? If desires take you away from the self, how do you know if it is for the right action?
See you want to go to New York and you just sit in the car and you go to New York, that’s is. That one thought takes you to New York. This is intention. Desire is. I want to go to New York! I want to go to New York! I want to go to New York! I want to go to New York! That bugs you, you got into that feverishness! I want to go to New York! I want to go to New York! (laughter) When you go here and there, you run around, ten times in and out of the room and bathrooms and… (mad laughter) Back and forth and you get into the car and I want to go to New York, New York… you wind up into a mental hospital. (hahaha crazy laughter) You may not get to New York. All our actions happen through intention. Desire is that feverishness that grips your mind. Doesn’t let you have peace. Or doesn’t give you sense of comfort. But sometimes they come, what do you do? Now you should not say, oh I should not get desire, I should not get desire, I should not get desire, I should not get desire! (laughter) That has become another desire. (more laughter) Its like you got up from one well and fell in the other. (laughter) So when desires have come, they have come, ok just observe them, watch them, let them be, so what. Don’t fight with the desires, I don’t want it, push it away. Its like a ping pong, the more you throw it, faster it bounces back. You know, so just walk in life so light. Don’t take things too seriously. The smile and lightness. All the events come and go. Ok, this is one such.

In the desire, there are 3 types of desire. One is a desire is coming inside you because you have had that experience before. You have smoked cigarette, so that, because you have smoked several times, made into a habit. That desire comes up in you to smoke again. So you are very fond of apple pie, how could you be fond of apple pie if you had not experienced it? You experienced it several times so you become fond of it. So you want to do it again. First type of desire is propelled by your experiences. The second type of desire is because someone has that desire and it has clogged on to you. Some other persons desire has clogged on to your head. Coz of their desire you start doing. How many of you have had experienced this. Was not your desire to begin with, its from someone else’s desire and so you started behaving (?) because of their desire. The third type of desire is a mixture of these two. One is purely your desire, another is purely the other persons desire, the third is a mixture. Hmmm? Sometimes this is not so clear it is a mixture. Sometimes it is because of some karma. Something has to happen out of it so some karma, karmic desires. Suppose this particular thing had to happen in a place in such a way, suddenly that thought will come into you and make you do that action. That is karmic, its called karmic. So the three types. They come, you don’t know which is what many times. The best thing is just move on, they come and go. The more and more we go in clarity, you will see that they all just disappear.

See one of our Art of Living volunteers in Virginia, a doctor there. He kept mailing Bush everyday. That you must meet Sri Sri. The last 40 days, he said everyday he kept sending email. And he got a reply also there. (Guruji laughs) Something, some… I don’t know what reply was. He got some reply, from then he kept sending… you must meet Sri Sri, you must meet Sri Sri. Art of Living is doing some work in Iraq and all. You know. How those things manifest, many people asked me in California here and there. You should meet our president and tell him… whatever. (Guruji laughs) You know. And Dr. Balister wrote come, he said Guruji this time you ought to come, my desire is that you should meet our president, you should go to white house. He said, this time we have just put our toe, next time we will put our feet, and you’re third visit you’ll go to white house. You’ll be welcomed there. That was a small desire of his. Means what he wanted me, welcomed in the white house. That was his desire. I just smiled at him. This was the previous night. This is what he said after we had a reception in the congress. In the capital hill. Next morning, I didn’t have to first keep a toe and then the foot (guruji/everyone laughs) and then the whole body. Next morning everything happened in two hours. (guruji laughs) In two hours they said, White House there is a program we would like to invite you, can you come? I had a program in NASA. Said, ok after NASA immediately I will come and went. I was received. See the sankalpa of so many people, putting that sankalpa happened. We had no plan, we had no agenda, doing that sort of thing.

What I’m saying is this, the desire. The intention you put in a direction and it gets fortified in that calm and serene state of mind. In a feverish state of mind, you’re just clogged with that desire, nothing works. That’s why devotion works, why devotion works? How devotion works is so scientific. Coz when you are in love, when you are in devotion. Mind is in such a calm serene state. Then just that one intention. You don’t have any desire, even someone else has a desire that will work out. (guruji laughs) Do you see what I’m saying? The mechanics. I told Dr. B don’t worry, what is big thing about it? So what, its nothing great. What’s a big thing, one more desire fulfilled, so what. Its not a big deal. (guruji laughs) and it didn’t take 3 years for me to come in just happened in half a day. Do you see what I’m saying. Look at the science behind thought, that’s why if you think someone is bad, someone is hopeless, hopeless, hopeless. When you think like that all the time, even though they may be hopeless they’ll surely become hopeless. You have to from your side, put that positive sankalpa. Positive thought, it’ll work, things will happen. You know whenever we start a project, we don’t first collect money and then start a project. (guruji laughs) We do the other way around, unlike any corporation in the world who first budget and then start a program. In Art of Living we just start a program and then the money comes. People cannot understand how this could work. Do you see what I’m saying? You need to believe in yourself much more than you think you are. Have belief, faith in yourself. Your dreams, your ideas, your thoughts can find manifestation. At the right time, if it is right. Ya? That doesn’t mean you should be simply airy fairy, simply dreaming the whole day. No do anything physical and concrete. You have to have that balance in life. A dance can happen when there is balance between the dreams and practicality. Correct? Ok? (Guruji starts singing, everybody laughs and joins)

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GOOD AND EVIL by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (MONTREAL CANADA AUGUST 2004)

GOOD AND EVIL by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (MONTREAL CANADA AUGUST 2004)
Dearest Guruji. After so many years on the path I’m finally starting to see how the divine cares for me. And that I am protected. For those with strong faith on/and a spiritual path, this appears to be so. However, what about victims of terrorism, abuse, slavery, starvation and tortures. They do not appear to be safe and protected. So is it that divine protection does not extend to all people on earth? Only those with a good fortune who do have faith? Please comment.

You do not know the mind of divine. You cannot fathom it. You cannot fathom all the mysteries of the world, you can only wonder about it. If you just stay with this question. Why the problem, why the problem. I don’t know when you will get an answer for it. Instead you should think what I can do? What I can do to help this problem. Suppose, imagine in this world there is no misery at all. Do you know one thing, all the good qualities will also disappear. I’m sure this is a tough truth to accept. You may not like to accept it because it is not too pleasant. For good qualities to exist, for compassion to exists, service to be there, kindness to be there… its opposite is essential in the world. Suppose there is no suffering, on who will you be compassionate? You will be compassionate on one who is very happy? What will happen to the quality of compassion? How will you even know compassion? That’s why the first principle of Art of Living… Opposite values are complimentary! The biggest gift to the world of theology. World of philosophy. From Art of Living is this first principle, Opposite values are complimentary. People do not know. They just are grouping in darkness. Not knowing opposite values are complimentary. They think everything is opposing. There is a fight always between good and evil. You know good and evil are friends also. In Indian mythology this comes. That both good and evil decided to play a drama, so they both came to the earth, one became a hero the other became a villain. And of course the victory is always to the hero. And then the hero thanks the villain for making him victorious, and the villain thanks the hero saying I’m so happy to be defeated at your hand and if find salvation because you defeated me. The good defeated.

This is something that is startling, it’s the story between Ram and Ravana. And Ravana the wicked was killed and the last breath of his life he says ‘I’m happy to be killed by you’. Because by that I only think of you, I attain you. What is called poison is sometimes a life saving drug. In fact if you looking at all the life saving drugs, its written poison. (laughter) And vitamins if you consume more than certain limit, that can kill you too. Opposite values are complimentary. This is a very profound knowledge. World over in theology people are struggling to place evil. Where to place evil? If God is omnipresent, omniscient… where is this place for evil to exist? If evil exist other than God, then God loses his qualification of omnipresence, number one. He loses the qualification of omnipotent, if he’s so potent why did he allow the evil to exist? And why does he warn people against the evil, number one. And then you have many stings of questions like that. Why wont God take care of the evil before it destroys everybody? Why wont God get so angry when he’s omniscient, when he knows everything, every step that is going to happen. Not a blade of grass will move without his will. Then what happens to this evil, where do you place the evil? It’s in a big mess I tell you. (laughter)

For centuries volumes have been written, people have argued back and forth. How to even count for the existence of evil. At the same time accept the omnipresence and omnipotence of God. Do you see what I’m saying? I mean we need not go into the theological discussion. Good and evil are just relative. God is absolute. They are two different fields. The ancient rishis explained in a beautiful manner. They said… the whole building, everything here is made up of wood. This is one level of truth. Yes, everything here is wood. That’s true. But the table is not the chair and chair is not the door. You can’t sit on the door. Nor put the chair for a door. Yes here everything is wood, on that level. Like atoms. Everything is atom. It is same atom which is in chocolates, same atom which is in carbon. In charcoal, you can’t gulp the charcoal. Same atom in a diamond as it is in a charcoal. Same even molecules. You can’t gulp a diamond. Or hang a charcoal in your ears. On one level there is only oneness, God comes from that level. Of everything is made up of one thing. Omnipotence. And in that there are diversities. Though it is the same wood, still it is different. One is cedar and another is sandalwood another is something else, teak wood. There is differences. And this is what is missing. There are big theological colleges. I tell you, if you just sit with them, the confusion they are in. It’s so obvious. This has robbed the smile from their faces. I’ve attended many conferences, I’ve yet to see a really childlike smiling, FREE theologian or intellectual. I think some of you should get into those colleges (guruji laughs) and bring in more life. More joy. Ya, we have to bring in that. Our education will have to make us more happier. Not so serious and bogged down.

Guruji, is it ok for us to have feverishness for the divine?
When the water in impure you put the alum. The alum removes the impurities and dissolves itself. So like that, the feverishness for truth, for divinity, for good company, can be the last feverishness. So it can replace the other ones, otherwise your mind will definitely clog onto some other feverishness. Please please take my chattering mind, I don’t want anymore mind. It’s talking too much. And it’s going all over the places. Love and gratitude. Wake up and see, where does the mind go, what does it want. We begin like that, what is that I want? First thing. Write it down whatever it may be. I want this relationship, I want this money, I want this fame, I want this, I want this. Write them down. Mind becomes so much more clearer. Its when you don’t know what you really want or long for. That’s when the mind is all over the place. And when you do not know how to achieve it, its even more trouble. And just know that even after achieving all that, you’ll be in the square one and the same place where you are. Really no use.

HMMMM? Look at all those people who have so much money. Are they happy? Look at those people who have so much fame, are they happy? Do you find satisfying or uplifting smile in those faces? Do you find them contented? No. And that peace, contentment, serenity is not in them. You look at your face into them mirror, you have much more joy and serenity than the so-called successful people in the world. Isn’t it? Hmmm, they are in a rat race. All the big industrialist, they are so miserable, they are in such a rat race, you know. Such showing off. You have how much wealth, I have so much wealth, I will show off, you show off. And then see where they end up. They’re like, really, you know, foolish kids. Really, their talks are foolish. So stupid. Their conversations are unworthy of even listening. So childish. Have no context for life. Don’t see life in context with the whole. With the vastness. With the vastness of time and space. Hmmm? Do you want to be like them? (laughter). Yeah, I tell you money is needed. No doubt. Work for money, I’m not saying just sit and daydream. Oh one day God will open the sky and pour money on my head. An angel will come on a carpet with a bowl full of gold and will give you. It’s not going to happen. Don’t sit and daydream. Don’t buy lottery ticket and look at your astrological chart. When is good luck going to come to you. It’s not going to come to you. There’s an old proverb in Sanskrit which says… tinga-linga-ling-school-bell-ring. (Paras note: Might have spelt it wrong hehehe) One who puts his effort and one who is courageous, to him the wealth will come, the goddess of wealth will come. You need to be courageous, brave, entrepreneurial and then effort. Just being courageous, not enough. One who puts the effort. So work hard, work intelligently. Money is needed but money is not all that, that is. Life is much more than that. Life is much more.

You know when the president of world bank met with me, he asked me, ‘Your holiness, please tell me the secret of your success. In the world bank we initiate so many social projects, we hardly get any success. How come your projects are successful with such a small amount of money? Less than a million dollars you’ve achieved so much result, so much has been accomplished. How is that possible?’ I told him it’s not just the money that works. Not money alone that works. Something more. It’s our volunteer’s motivation. Said, love and dedication to do work that makes you accomplish your work. What you cannot achieve at 10 million dollars, just over less than a million dollar could do that. The governments are astonished, how 21 thousand villages have been adopted. So much work happened. Hundreds of medical camps happened. Thousands of trees were planted. You must have seen all those details. How much seva happened in one years time. Then he called all his staff and said we should all have a permanent relationship with Art of Living. (applause) Said this meeting should not end here. Said we should have continuous programs happening. Lot of people are learning Art of Living here. Don’t clog yourself only to money. Life is worth much more huh?

You say come back to awareness of your body and environment at the end of meditation. I never lose awareness of my body or the environment. (laughter) Am I doing something wrong?
You know in meditation if you’re too conscious, oh what’s happening now, what’s happening, where is my mind going, am I here, am I there. In fact too attentive, too alert… meditation is not going to happen. You’re not going to relax. Meditation is not just doing that you know. Too conscious, too alert, too watchful every moment, what’s happening… no. Meditation is not concentration. Don’t concentrate on meditation. It is just letting go, relax. Hmmm? Its like when you sleep you lose the awareness of the body. In meditation, similar. You don’t know where you are but you know you are. I’m not just that. Many different type such experiences might happen. So don’t look for experiences. That becomes an obstacle for you. If you sit and… where is my experience, where is my experience. It’s not going to happen.

Dearest Guruji, I’m experiencing intense tidal waves of cravings. I don’t know how to handle them. What do we do when these cravings arise? How do we resist giving into bad habits and cravings?
A little cleansing and fasting would help you. Couple of days of just fast and juice or raw food or undergo some cleanse.

Dearest Guruji, what is the final balance between discipline, love and scolding? Sometimes I’m too soft or too hard on my loved ones. How do we teach them the right lessons with love and fairness?
How do you know you are too hard or too soft. What is your standard of measuring that. Perhaps they need that hard or that strong stance. See when you judge yourself that you’re too hard too soft, that becomes a problem. You don’t feel good about yourself. When you don’t feel good about yourself, you’ll never make others feel good. If you start accepting the way you are, you will start accepting the others the way they are also. Ya? Something to think about.

Dearest Beloved Guruji, I would like to ask you about being too sensitive. What can I do? Is this something good or not? With much love.
Who said you are too sensitive? Forget about it. Come on wake up. (Guruji laughs). When you brand yourself too sensitive. Then you prepare to get hurt. When you get hurt, then you pity yourself. See I’m too sensitive, I’m no good, I get hurt. You think you get hurt, you get even more hurt. Wake up the valour in you, come on nothing can hurt me!

What is the meaning of Natraj crushing the human body under his feet?
Natraj is the dancing Shiva. Under his feet there is a demon. This is a symbol. Demon is call apasmara. Means utter inertia. Natraja is total consciousness. The consciousness which is full of vibrance and dance. And that steps on the apasmara. Means the inertia. That means the opposite values are co-existing. Under the feet of the dance is the inertia. The dullness. That gives the whole picture of wholeness. In the wholeness, dullness is also part of it. Not just the waking… sleep is also part of it. Not just the dance, the lethargy is also part of it. To give you the full image of the wholeness. They put the opposites. One is the beautiful… standing on the ugly.

Dear Guruji, why do I crave some much for the attention and approval of others? How can I overcome this?
This is good, when you start getting more into knowledge listen to Ashtavakra. Go again and again and again. Delve more into knowledge. And understand everything is changing in the world. What is others opinion about you, so what, someone appreciates you today. How much time will it take for them to take back their appreciation. If they appreciate you, how sure are you that they are not jealous of you? And tomorrow if they blame you, what are you going to do? Let them blame. Don’t make your life football of their opinion. You know this you will understand the more you grow into knowledge huh?

With all due respect I have read of you being a living saint. What does that mean to you and how do you keep your ego out of it? Having people revere you is odd, isn’t it? Or did you always know that you had a gift to inspire others?
You know if someone reveres you, so what? Whom are you revering? When someone appreciates a painting, they’re appreciating the painter. When someone praises you, why you shrink? Why you feel uncomfortable? You should feel absolutely comfortable. And when someone blames you, then also you feel comfortable. If you are shy for compliments, you will be devastated when insults are hurled at you. In the Gita, the first thing Krishna tells Arjuna, he says ‘be equanimous’. Even if someone praises, doesn’t matter, so what. And someone blames you, doesn’t matter, so what. Nothing should touch you. People’s words, their actions, their reactions, their adorations or their blames just blow with the winds. You are there, fully centred, satisfied, unshaken. That is the whole knowledge. There is a saint in each one of you. Its wrong to think that sainthood is bestowed on somebody after they have died, and if they show some miracle here and there. Is a completely wrong principle/policy. Saint means the simplicity. Saint word comes from the Sanskrit root Sattva. Sattva means one is clear, harmonious, pure, unruffled… at home. You can be at home! You can be unruffled. And that seed of sainthood, I feel, is in every human being. Hmmm? It’s not a great deal about it. So just don’t worry. Just be like a child. I say I’m a child who refuse to grow up. Every baby is a yogi. Born yogi. And then they lose that yoga as they grow older, they lose that innocence.

Have you seen children? They do all the yoga asanas. When they are born, their legs are up in the air, they don’t sleep flat like you. They do the boat pose. (laughter) Their head is up, their legs are up. And then they try to catch hold of their toes. And then they do cycling. And then they go on the tummy. And then they do cobra pose, bojang asan (spelling). And then little while there, they do tricun asan, they crawl and one hand they lift, turn back and see, what’s happening behind them. They fall on the cheek, again they get up. If they fall by themselves nobody there they don’t cry. But if they see someone watching them then they start crying. (laughter) When they fall by themselves they wake up and they go happily. And they alternate their hands, they turn on this side and lift their hand and look. Haven’t you seen, just watch a baby. From the time it’s born to the age of 3 they do almost all the asanas. They put all the mudras (hand reflexology kinda thing). They suck the thumb, they sleep with chin mudra, then chinmaya mudra. All that they do. That’s why yoga is so natural. Its observing animals, observing human beings, observing different species, that which was conceived is yoga. It helps the growth of the mind, body.

But people say oh yoga is all devilish, satanic. You shouldn’t do yoga. It’s so unfortunate. You know in Europe, one in every third child, sometime or other goes to psychiatrist. In Washington DC 33% of youth go to prison. It’s alarming, they have committed some or other crime at some time. In such situation, these students, these kids they all need to be taught yoga. To balance their body, mind. The president of Croatia found the value of yoga, he found how his family been saved from disasters, difficulties. So he introduced yoga, immediately the church opposed oh this is all satanic. Made a big protest, withdraw yoga from the education system. It’s so unfortunate. We are not in the middle ages where all the scientists were prosecuted. It’s a free world. We should of course protest against alcohol, drugs, gambling, all these sort of things which destroy human life. Not which promotes human evolution. Wherever it comes from East or West doesn’t matter. What is needed is the welfare of mankind. We should see everyone being happy. And that is real religiosity, isn’t it? That’s unfortunate if people brand yoga as from the Satan. We all need to educate those people. Call them, have dialogue with the fanatic/fundamentalists. Educate them, hey come on, all it is is a simple exercise which uplifts your body, mind and spirit. Doesn’t matter whatever you believe. You can believe in 7th heaven, you can believe in 14th heaven, 3rd heaven. Doesn’t matter. Whatever is your belief system, but do something practical to uplift your spirit. Isn’t it necessary? That broadmindedness is what we need to bring into people.

Guruji I love you a lot, do you love me?
My dear I have no choice (guruji and everybody laugh). I cant but love you and you cant but love me. Neither you have a choice, nor do I have a choice. I am the way I am and you I tell you have no choice, you try your best not to love. (laughs and applause) See how you will get into love. Hmmm? I think everyone should play the role of a guru, at least for couple of people if not everybody. Role of guru is to be in unconditional love, support someone for their good, without expecting anything in return, not even a thank you note. That role everyone should play for as many people as possible that’s good. Play the role of a guru in your lives. Not because they are related to you, they are good friend or yours, they did favour to you, you do a favour to somebody. Just unconditionally loving, and wishing for their growth. Wishing for their blossoming. Working towards the happiness of all mankind. Then that guru principle will blossom in you, that song you know ajo anantaya, it’s so beautiful. Ajo means the guru principle is never born, guru is never born and is infinite consciousness. And ever pure. Nidhyaya shuddhaya it’s always there, eternal and pure. And in the form of bliss, dwelling in every heart. Invoking that principle and becoming one with that principle there. When you keep doing service, going deep in meditation. Sachidananda the pure consciousness you’re vibrating throbbing consciousness, everything, every cell of you, body is vibrant with that energy. Consciousness, nobody can deplete that energy. Infinite energy, you are in connection with the infinite energy. Your cells are throbbing with joy. Radiating energy and peace and love to the whole world. That is the real essence of guru principle, soaking in guru principle. Hmmm? Ok?

Why do I have health problem, is it because of bad karma? Please explain.
Health problem happens for various reasons. One is when you violate the laws of nature. If you have the wrong food, wrong habits. Violated laws of nature, health problems come. Second of course, due to some past impressions, karmas, all that is there. But you need to have confidence mind over the body. Our mind can make a difference. Definitely.

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Intention, attention and manifestation (Part II) by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

Intention, attention and manifestation (Part II) by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
Our life runs through intention. Everything we do has either a desire or intention or unconscious habit attached to it. Whether you want to drink a glass of water, take a walk or sit and watch TV, first an intention arises in the mind. If you want to call it desire, as ‘a desire arises in the mind’, I have no objection. But there is a difference between intention and desire. People don’t understand this. Even if you say ‘I don’t want any desire”, it is a desire. “I want to be enlightened” is a desire. Better job, more wealth, live happily… die peacefully is also a desire!

Why some people desire gets fulfilled, others don’t? This is a question in many people. How many of you have this problem? It is very few in Art Of Living!! Somehow by hook or crook, or fluke, you got the skill to attend to your desire. Desire is a feverishness attached to a wish or a thought. The feverishness kills. If you have noticed people who are getting all this Emmy awards, Filmfare awards – prestigious awards in the world, they can’t contain their happiness. They get sick. They get panic attacks!!

Desire when fulfilled still leaves you empty. If not fulfilled, they make you miserable. This whole hippy movement happened because all desires were getting fulfilled. It all seemed futile, nothing to hold on to. Because desire doesn’t seem to be bringing fulfillment.

Unfulfilled desire gives a void. Fulfilled desire gives a greater void. It creates such feverishness; you can’t have a good night’s sleep. If desire is the mother of sorrow, then shouldn’t we desire? I am saying “I don’t want any desire”. If that is also a desire, what to do?!!

Here comes the knowledge, the secret knowledge of desire and intention. For example, you want to go to Mysore – a 3 hour journey. You sit in a car, drive, on the way stop, drink tea, coffee, whatever, and you reach in 3 hours. This is an intention. An intention is a thought that arises in you, remains with you and translates into an action – whether today, tomorrow, next year.

And desire is sitting in the car and being feverish, repeating “I want to go to Mysore, I want to go to Mysore”. You will not go to Mysore, you will go to mental hospital.

Most of the people in the world do not know the difference between intention and desire. Ancient people knew the secret. They called it sankalpa. Take an intention and leave it to the universe. Today if you go to temples, even in the west, or where there is a fountain, they say ‘make a wish and drop it’ – drop the coin.

An intention has to be dropped. Have an intention, have an attention and consciously drop it. It will start manifesting. If you hold on to the intention, intention becomes desire and desire causes heartache.

See your life in the bigger context. With intention in your hand, what do you do? See how many billion years have passed, how vast this universe is. With this vastness, the mind expands. This is what is sankalpa – so many billion years have passed, among all the billions of stars, among all the milky ways, in this small planet, in this small country, state, I take this intention; and drop it!!

When you do this, a phenomenon is happening within you. Mind, consciousness expands and this expanded consciousness recognizes what you need to be happy. Attention on the magnanimity of the creation? and intending what you want to manifest is an art in itself. Instead, what we do? We put our attention on what we don’t have!!

My grandmother would say “Chocolates are full. I have to go to chocolate shop!”. She will never say ‘it is empty’. She would say ‘chocolate is full’. Even in language, she wouldn’t use the negative word – don’t have. She would say angels are floating around and all they say is ‘let it be’. You say ‘I don’t have money’, they say ‘let it be’!! It was like that for her, you know – always smiling, cheerful, positive state of mind.

Intention, attention and manifestation. They are linked. The go together. But if our attention is always about something negative… Your attention goes to fights, to problem. If someone is doing good work, your attention doesn’t go there. Create a scandal and see your interest! Unless you know all about that, you don’t feel comfortable. If your mind is clinging on to negative, that’s what is going to grow. If you tell your child, ‘you are stupid’, he will remain stupid. Because your attention is on foolish, stupid.

People don’t understand this. They sit and visualize – I am becoming rich, rich! Instead of attention, intention they turn the intention into a feverish desire and become depressed. In positive thinking, you suppress, suppress and somewhere it all becomes negative.

This is a skill. You know, there is a certain group that tells people to wake up in the morning and sit and tell “I love myself, I love myself, I love myself”. And they get sick!! See, you know you are in Bangalore. You don’t have to repeat you are in Bangalore. You keep affirming, you keep saying “I am strong”, somewhere you think you are weak, so you have to keep affirming.

Intention is not fighting with a stream of thought that is coming in the mind. Intention is beyond fleeting positive and negative thoughts. In your mind, you get so many thoughts, but not everything translates into action. Why? Only those thoughts that translates into intention becomes action.

Let us see the distinction between desire and intention.
Intention has a purpose
Desire has feverishness.
Intention has a goal.

Desire’s goals are really not good because desire is always linked to happiness and no event or object can bring you to the happiness you really want.

If your attention is all the time on the negative, switch it to positive. Just being aware of it, it already switches. Then give the time for it to manifest.

Some of you have this habit. Saying Always. “I always have pain”. That is what is going to happen. In Bible also there is a saying, “Those who have more shall be given to them, those who do not have what they have will also be taken away”. The feeling of abundance, feeling you have abundance and abundance will grow. You put your attention on lack and lack will grow.
A gentleman got 1 million dollar in a lottery. He became so sad. Previous day, he had seen a house that cost 1.2 million! “Just 0,2 million and I would have got my house!”. Even though he won a lottery, he became depressed. Desire is never with what we have here and now. It always gallops – leaves your legs tired and hands empty. And meditation is the skill in which you learn how to drop the intention and relax, let go!

You know there is a saying – ask, and it shall be given. We never even attended to it. Your attention is not there. You never put your intention on it and you say it didn’t manifest. Many people who say “I am poor” do not put their intention and attention on it. It’s not enough to say “I want money”. You have to be specific – who do you want to be wealthy? In the temples, they say “this child born on this day, this grand child born on that day”… after or before meditation, you put your intention. I want this much money, this to happen, this to be solved – and drop it.

Many times you do not really enjoy what you wanted. Kids, it happens. They want something, get it and they don’t want it! Clarity comes only through depth of meditation and meditation cannot happen when mind is feverish with desire.

Bringing desire to intention, putting attention and allowing time to manifest is a really intelligent way to deal with desire. When you are sick, you put an attention on it “I am sick, I am sick”… I am not saying, you put an affirmation – “I am healthy, I am healthy”.
In Bali, Indonesia, they greet “Swasthirasthu”. Swa means self. Swasthi means ‘established in the self’. Swasthirasthu means “may you be established in the self”. Swaastha means not just physical health. Physical, mental and spiritual health is ’swaasthya’. In India, nobody greets that way. But in Bali, they greet that way. ‘Om swasthirasthu’ – of course in festivals, pundits chant that. But others don’t understand!!

Question: If you drop an intention, how can it convert into action?
Sri Sri: Just like you want to go to Delhi, and drop it, it automatically converts into an action. If you hold on to it, what will happen to you??

Intention should go with a feeling. It is not reading, “Oh, what is the intention I should have today?”. Intention is a need that comes within you. There is a deep yearning for it. Then it becomes an intention. Like someone wants a car or transportation, they really need a car, then you just put an intention, sankalpa – I really need this.

One is fantasy – it is not a real need, your heart, your soul is not longing for it. Like someone else has a car, I also want a car. Someone has a bigger house. I also want. This is not a need. It is not going to happen. If you say “I’m so tired of moving houses, and more people are coming and I need a bigger hall”, then it is an intention. And then you add the clause “Anything better than this is ok”. “This or anything better than this, I can accept”.

But if you have not kept your commitment, you are not sincere, you are cheating, nature will know that. It will also cheat you! Nature will also not give you the power to manifest what you intend!

In Yoga Sutras, Patanjali says there are five yamas one has to follow before asana.

Ahimsa – Non-violence. What do you get by being non-violent? In your presence, everyone else will lose their violence. One who is established in non-violence, in their presence others will also lose violent tendencies within.

One of our teachers in Botswana, a young woman – she was kidnapped by 5-6 gunmen. How many of you know this? You should hear from her own words. They took her in the car. She was laughing and she said “If you do any harm to me, your family will not be happy!”. She said, “see, I have a Guru!”. They said, ‘what is a guru’ and then she gave them an intro talk!! She spoke to them half an hour and they left her. Then they gave her the passport back. You listen to her own story. It is very funny! And the terrorist said sorry to her! They tried to push her, she said “It’s paining, don’t do that”. They said “Oh sorry madam!”.

We don’t know the power of yoga, meditation. How 6 terrorists in Botswana, it has never happened in history, they have left just like that and given the passport back!

Another teacher from India, went to Moscow. Four men came and started speaking in Hindi and then told him “You have five hours. Lets go have some tea”. He went with them innocently and they took him and locked him. He broke the door. They have guns and this gentleman without any weapons could face and get away from them, unhurt! They also gave him money to get to the airport!

Couple of other stories are there, in Calcutta, they kidnapped and brought him back.

If you have the conviction, if you are established in non-violence, in your presence, surroundings, violence drops. Violence turns into non-violence. This I have seen again and again. Why should you follow truth? Because that will fructify your actions. That much enough for today.

Question: About Varlakshmi Vratham and what it symbolises
Sri Sri: They take a pot, put rice, crown it with a coconut, invoke the Divine and feel the abundance. Not just for me, for everybody. They say, give me enough, so whoever comes to my house will not be hungry. Grant me the wish for abundance. Wanting abundance for whose sake/ Not for oneself, so that I can help everybody! They feel Lakshmi has already come home. Lakshmi is invited to every home and stays at every home. There is enough for everyone in this planet. Don’t be greedy, don’t be selfish. There is abundance in every life.

Sit quiet for a few minutes and feel the abundance. Close your eyes and feel you have abundance of everything – good qualities, money, health everything.

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