When Insiders Expose the Ugly Side of the Entertainment Industry by vigilantcitizen.com … from Susannah

This article documents some of today’s well-known artists who have gone on record and spoken about the dark side of the entertainment industry. Some of the industry’s biggest stars, including Dave Chappelle, Michael Jackson and Bob Dylan, have hinted at the true nature of the business in their own words. Here are some of my findings.


Throughout my articles, I discuss many dark aspects of the entertainment industry. Some of these aspects are so awful and improbable to the average reader that they become hard to believe, especially when the information comes from an anonymous blogger such as myself. Some actual celebrities have however gone on record with some truths on the industry. Those rare outbreaks are rarely publicized but, they are available online. So, for this article, I’m letting the insiders do the talking. Who is better placed to talk about the entertainment business than the entertainers themselves, those who have experienced first hand all facets of the business?

Although most artists will not use the terms “mind control” or “occult initiation,” they are explaining, in their own words, the strange realities they are witnessing. These are some videos I’ve found.  I hope they’ll work for everyone.

Warning: Some of these videos are disturbing or contain foul language.

Dave Chappelle

This stand-up comedian, screenwriter, producer and actor is most famous for creating Chappelle’s Show, a ground-breaking sketch comedy television series which ran on Comedy Central until 2006. The DVD set is currently the all-time best-selling DVD for a television show, having sold more than three million copies. Its early success prompted Viacom (Comedy Central’s parent company) to offer Chappelle a $55 million contract for the production of two more seasons of Chappelle’s Show. The production of season 3 was extremely difficult, however, as Chappelle did not like the direction the show was taking. He even referred to it as being “socially irresponsible.” Chappelle also had troubles coping with the pressure coming from network executives to compromise and dumb-down his show.

On May 2005, Chappelle abruptly left the production of season 3 of the show and traveled to Africa. A media frenzy ensued, fueled by speculation and rumors of Chappelle “going crazy” and being on drugs. Upon his return, Chappelle was interviewed on Inside the Actors Studio in December 2005. He discussed many subjects, including his reasons for leaving for Africa. In this next portion of the interview, Chappelle describes in a very vivid matter the “sick” nature of Hollywood.

Keep in mind the portion of the interview where Chappelle talks about Mariah Carey and her losing her mind. She and her “handler” Tommy Mottola will again be mentioned by another fairly known celebrity later in this article.

In an interview with Oprah, Dave Chappelle shares his own theory concerning black comedians being forced to cross-dress at one point or another during their career.  The following video compares Chappelle’s story with 2Pac during the filming of Poetic Justice.

Selling One’s Soul to the Devil

“Selling one’s soul” can be defined as allowing one’s integrity, values and moral code to be defiled in order to obtain riches and success. Considering the occult aspect of the industry, “selling one’s soul” can take a more literal meaning, as there exist actual ritualistic initiations and obscure secret societies working in the shadows. Some artists, who have been more or less in contact with that darker side of Hollywood, have spoken on the subject in their own words.

In the next video, model and actress Melyssa Ford discusses the price of fame in Hollywood.

In the next video, singing legend Bob Dylan explains on 60 Minutes the reason for his longevity in the music business.

What is Katy Perry referring to in this next video? Is “selling one’s soul to the Devil” the folksy way to say I’ve been initiated into the Illuminati industry?

Michael Jackson

Who better than the King of Pop to speak the truth about the music industry? I’ve been asked numerous times about Jackson’s involvement in the Illuminati industry and the causes of his death. I’ve never attempted to write an article on the subject, as his career was incredibly long and filled with astounding events and requires more than just a summary survey.

What is obvious, however, is that MJ, in his last years, was becoming increasingly outspoken on the shady dealings of the music industry. Indeed, it seems the man who was the ultimate Illuminati slave was attempting to break free. In June 2002, Michael Jackson, gave an unexpected speech about the dark side of the entertainment business.

Jackson directly points to Tommy Mottola, the ex-president of Sony Music and the ex-husband of Mariah Carey, who was less her husband than an actual mind control handler. Did “the Devil” get back at MJ for speaking the truth?

Is there a symbol of MJ’s ritual sacrifice on the omniously titled “This Is It” released by… Sony?

Monarch Programming Caught on Tape

Sometimes without even knowing it, celebrities expose the ugly side of the entertainment industry through their actions. I have discussed in numerous articles the existence of mind control in entertainment industry and its symbolism in popular art, and people have asked me if the artists I discuss are actual mind control victims or if they are just performing art that incorporates mind control symbolism. It is obviously difficult to determine which celebrities are actual victims of monarch programming  but some rare footage has appeared showing some celebrities switching mind-control “alters” or personalities. Those videos are quite a disturbing display, but reflect the unfortunate reality of the mass entertainment industry.

ANNA NICOLE SMITH

In the next video, model and actress Anna Nicole Smith is filmed while one of her Monarch alters is switched on. In this disturbing home video, filmed by her handler Howard K. Stern, Anna-Nicole is completely dissociated and child-like.  Media outlets claimed Anna Nicole was under the influence of drugs during the taping of the video, which was probably the case. Drugs alone cannot explain her state of mind, however, as there are obvious symptoms of profound psychological trauma.

Anna-Nicole Smith has clearly an “alter” personality switched on who firmly believe that a doll is actually a real baby. The clown makeup (probably ordered by Stern himself to give the video more impact), reinforces the concept of alter personality in a sick display of manipulation by a handler. Notice in this CNN report that Geraldo refers to Smith as being “in character,” another term to explain an alter personality.

This video only reports one of the many bizarre events toward the end of Anna Nicole Smith’s life. Her entourage and environment was totally foul. It is not a coincidence Smith often posed as Marilyn Monroe during her career: Monroe was the original “mind controlled” sex-symbol.

Looking at the circumstances surrounding the death of her 20-year-old son Daniel in 2006, we can find another example of the trauma-based mind control Anna Nicole was subjected to. The death indeed appears to be a ritual sacrifice. Daniel died in Anna Nicole’s hospital room, right in front of her, only three days after she gave birth to her third baby. Here’s how the authorities described Daniel’s death.

“It would appear from our report that the mother had gotten up, saw him in the chair and he appeared to be sound asleep. She tried to wake him up, he was unresponsive, and she sounded the alarm.”
- Source

After witnessing the miracle of birth, Anna was forced to witness the death of her son in her own room. Daniel death was later attributed to the “presence of three types of prescription drugs in his system” and was considered “suspicious”. The event caused a violent trauma in Anna Nicole, and reports say she was then heavily sedated. She then dissociated from reality (the goal of Monarch mind control programming) and even lost memory of the event.

“The devastation and grief over Daniel’s sudden death coupled with the sedation has been so extreme that Anna Nicole experienced memory loss of the event,” attorney Michael Scott said.
- Source

This is just an example of the disturbing events surrounding Anna-Nicole Smith’s life. Many more details could be discussed in a later article perhaps.

BRITNEY SPEARS

In this 2003 interview with Diane Sawyer, Britney seems to momentarily switch alters in what seems to be a “mind control glitch”.

The episode of her breaking down and shaving her head might have been an attempt to break free from her mind control manipulation. Reality is indeed WAY stranger than fiction.

In Conclusion

What more can I say?

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Swahili Software … from Rinit

Swahili Software … from Rinit
heheh got this from swahili time blog:

“Nimepata hii Kwenye Barua pepe:

Kiswahili on Software & Websites

Kiswahili is the funniest of all languages.

At least where computers are concerned. Now that I hear they will soon
be releasing software and websites in Swahili, I went ahead and gave
them a few translations to some of the things we are used to using in
English.

On Microsoft Word …

Save- Okoa
Save as- Okoa matako
Shift cells right- Peleka Jela zote kulia
Insert- Ingiza
Redo- Fanya tena
Undo- Fanyua
Insert table- Ingiza meza
Insert break- Ingiza na uvunje
Select all- Chagua wote
Cut- Tahirisha
Change Case- Badilisha Kesi
Upper case- Kesi ya juu
Lower case – Kesi ya hali ya chini
Italize- Fanya jambo kama waitaliano

On the internet

Go- Kwenda
Facebook – Kitabu cha nyuso
MySpace – Mahala pangu
Yahoo – Ya nani
Google – Jina lisilo na maana. Latamkwa sana sana na watoto wanaojifunza kuongea

Inbox- Sanduku la ndani
Outbox- Sanduku la nje
Search- Sorora
Click here- Pigia mdomo hapa
Sign out- Peleka saini nje
Download- Mzigo ulio chini
Hits- Kutwangwa mara mingi
Bookmark- Alama kwenye kitabu
Back- Mgongo
Home page- Ukurasa wa nyumbani
Log in- Tia mti ndani
Log out- Toa mti

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ART Excel Malvern 19th – 25th August 2010

Pictures are on Facebook – http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=262919&id=500304440

Thursday 19/08/2010 – Pack, busses to link with Viv. Get some junk in our tummies. Watch Sorcerer’s Apprentice. Busses to Ameet’s listening to Vive la Fete remixes album. It’s just too good man! Ameet has guests so listen to a dentist convo. Read a pre-published version of a book.

Friday 20/08/2010 – Drive to Letchworth. Such a beautiful area man, Ameet was at work so Khushbu and I check out the area. I check into a library to send you guys the weekly blog. Langar for lunch at the local Gurudwara. Drop by a frame shop where Ameet was sorting out his and Khushbu’s wedding picture and one with Guruji in it. Read. Drive to Malvern. Hellos and all. My boy Soham has moved up from the ART Excel course to Yes! and my boy Alex moved up from Yes! to Yes! Plus. Hunt for my room… the Malvern St. James school is crazy… like the building I was staying in was a proper maze. Some of the rooms you get to through washing areas or another entrance. Glad to see some of last years ART Excel kids. Ryan hooks me up with Ferrero Rocher. Lol him and Timin remembered how much I loved chocolate. Timin’s dad had told me earlier that he’s gonna hook me up. Debrief with other teachers and assistants. Now I had also paid to do the Eternity Process so link with Katie to discuss when she can fit me in. Head ART Excel teach Su said I can’t take time off while the ART Excel course is on so Katie was like it’s better I do it during dinner and satsang as I’ll need time after that to recover. It didn’t happen but will get to it in the next few days. Hunt for food and drink. Unpack. Read.

Saturday 21/08/2010 – Had a dreamy long Kriya. Something about brekkie fruit. And something about hair mess… I think the pics will explain better. (Shit just deleted the notes about todays processes but it was the usual… meet kids, make them fill forms and make their ART Excel books). Oh yeah we played footie and Benjamin tried to score but my foot saved it but the kick was so hard it twisted my ankle right. Now I’m limping around and start hunt for pain killers, ankle support or deep heat at lunch time. Finally find Fatima… ask her to hook me up and she shows me 2 doctors. I tell the doctors my problem and here’s what they tell me… we didn’t bring anything with us so go to boots. !?!?!?! Jai hippocratic oath. I didn’t wanna bother Fatima more as her and Deepak organised the whole thing this time and they had bigger fish to fry. Everyday kids do a day chart for what we did in the morning and afternoon. Kids were hyper man… usually we don’t allow junk or chocolate but the cafeteria had hot chocolate and the kids were bouncing off the walls after lunch. Usually making them play footie or something after lunch does the trick but this time it didn’t work. Now when I saw the registrations for our course I noticed 3 brothers in the course and was like oh boy hope it doesn’t get crazy… man it was more than crazy. One bro Harrison was deaf so he needed a hearing aid and we gotta face him when speaking so he can lip read. Harrison was VERY violent and disruptive. Then there was Benjamin who has autism but what a wicked dude always high fiving everyone. Ben was like a BFG (a term I learnt there which means Big Friendly Giant). And there was Gregory who was normal and cool and stood up for Ben whenever Harrison bugged him. Harrison called Ben a retard and Ben walked off. That was not the first time… Ben, Harisson and Greg would be walking off a lot. Harrison asks me about smoking and what I smoke and stuff like that which I didn’t take too seriously till the next few days. We decide to hike up the Malverns (hills). Ria and Peter hit it off so well talking about geeky things and they were like in their on nerd world which was sooooo romantic lol. I tried to get a vid of it but the audio is not all that.

Ben runs off again and we send Ryan to get him back. One of the rules was stick with the group… as long as you can see each other you’re fine. It was so funny coz brothers Timin and Shaan wanted to go with Ryan too but Su said no and you could see them inching faster and faster till they disappeared too. So 4 kids lost… we were kinda freaked and decided to take a bit of a shortcut to see from higher ground. My ankle was killing but I managed. Oh then there was Aarjav who asked really dumbass questions just for attention and Su flipped and had a lil moment with him. Kids behaved after that. Some dude tells us that 4 kids were shouting for Su and finally we see the lost crew. They join us, have a lil discussion about responsibility etc. Ben apologised but he wanted to show he was best as he loves hiking. We all go to the top. Pics and amazing views and etc. Slip and crew up my ankle even more.

Get to class and change. Timin hooks me up with chocolates. He’s become crafty but it’s nice to see he’s entrepreneurial. Our bed had After Eight chocolates and he decided to collect them for me and says I owe him some so we negotiate. I think he’s been getting pocket money too as every time he’d be like lets go buy this and that or whatever we needed for the games and processes he’d be like we can buy it here and there. Dinner. Debrief. Note: I hardly see the other teachers or assistants sitting with the kids and for me thats when you can do some real work coz it’s smaller groups and more personal. My usual questions are what time they sleep, what they eat and what they watch and take it from there. Since it was a mega meet of courses from adults Part 1 and 2 and yoga and meditation and both the Yes! courses we all gather in the Part 2 course hall for satsang. It was such an awkward satsang. Khushbu and I kept laughing at folks fighting for the microphone just to sing a satsong nobody else was interested in singing along or that was really bad singing. Join with the kids in The Hex, which is where we do the ART Excel course and one of the rooms has a foosball, table-tennis and pool table. This time round I told the folks I’ll take care of the kids till 10 and then send them to their rooms. So did that and the kids ended up in Peter’s room making a racket with their own versions of X Factor and the like. Read. For some reason I thought I fell asleep at 12 but it was just 10.30 or something.

Sunday 22/08/2010 – Priyanka’s mom brings her dog Tonka over so kids play while my group (the Ninjas) do Saturday afternoon chart. Decide a play and sort out auditions. Ben walked out to write a whole list of plays to do which were basically movies and our criteria was 1 – a part for everyone, 2 – fitting the story in 10 minutes, 3 – realistic or something something. Play dog and the bone. Harrison walks off. Ryan tries to get him back but didn’t work and to our amazement Ryan sat down and did the Victory breath (for anger, sadness, fear). I followed Harrison and found him 3 times so those are my 3 strikes coz he walked off again. Debbie found him in a bush and I was like wow dude does not want to be found. Kids learn their Kriya (Happy breath). Now the food was not all that satvic and after a while we noticed it gave us gas big time. The good part was it was sooooo much gas that it was not vibrating bootie noisy gas it was more like blowing cigarette smoke gas. But some of the kids were leaving some very smelly ghosts. An amazing teacher from New Zealand (Parul) visits us. See I was sharing a room with Suresh and we saw Parul’s name on our room too and we’re like thats the first time they’ve mixed accommodation but thats coz someone thought Parul was a guy. She was so natural with the kids and wow the way she handled them and answered dodgy questions etc. Anyway swimming time now and I forgot my trunks so Suresh was like we’ll do it in our boxers but then Ryan hooked me up with his dads spare ones.

Do a trust walk where we blindfold one kid and another kid is entrusted to take them around kinda thing. Quick dinner so we can get back to The Hex and sort out our costumes and props for the play. Oh yeah we decided on The giraffe, pelly (Pelican) and me. Satslang? I’m sure I put slang for a reason but can’t remember but yeah once again another awkward satsang and this time quite a few of us refused to carry on we just closed our eyes and meditated while whoever was interested carried on clapping or singing. Lol we stayed silent till the song changed and then when Josh got on the mic we blew up… and just then the dude that was playing Djembe played a garba beat so I went to give him props and he handed me the chair and djembe. See some singers and DJs need to realise when theres audience participation you have to do familiar easy to follow stuff not what your favourite. Alex comes to me like ‘I’ve finally met someone that high fives more than me’ talking about Benjamin. Birthday celebrations and cake… chocolate again. I can’t believe this man we need some rules and discipline… I mean I love breaking the rules but not if it’s going to interfere with the amazing bliss you’re gonna feel. Debrief. Read.

Monday 23/08/2010 – Wake late. Oh man totally forgot to add the other mornings when my ankle was twisted the swelling was like a golf ball. Then the other bit was Suresh was amazing not only would he wait for me to go for yoga and short Kriya every morning but he was amazing with the kids and strict when needed to be. I was not please with the other two as just like the kids making their own groups these two did the same and they were more into each other than helping with the kids. It seriously felt like they didn’t exist. Sorry but thats the facts! I guess coz they were older ladies or … I don’t know just need to give myself a good excuse for why they were so passive! And today is the day I needed them most. Anyway back to the day. Miss yoga and just do Kriya and usual and I kept going into amazing trances… coz of my ankle I was sitting on a chair and would just about catch myself every time I was about to flop. Now at brekkie another thing I’d do with the kids and steal food of their plate if they were not alert or make them get me stuff or even not take too much on my plate and finish whoever couldn’t finish theirs. This time I think I wanted cocopops and was making Thomas (the cutest kid on the course) do it for me. He got up from the chair and he’s like I’m not gonna be here to do this for you all the time, you have to grow up some time! Man he was too cool… he’s from France too so we’d talk French and he’s pretty gangsta man. His mom told me the girls couldn’t make it this year but they say hi and I was like oh please talk to me some more, her accent was mesmerising. Prep for the play. And I’m even giving the lady assistants eyes to help me but they’re just AHHHHHHHH…. See I was producer of the play and getting these guys to focus for even a minute was good enough but I needed help to maintain the ones that calmed down so we could carry on. The YES! crew invite us to join them but before that we do my groups chart. Yes! crew have their own building and they don’t even join the rest for satsang… they do their own thing man. We learnt something like rocks, paper and scissors from them which was giants, wizards and elves. Play splat with them. Yes! go back while we play the 3 legged race. The cutest couple were Thomas and Priyanka coz they were the smallest and I was teaching them the trick and they’re the only ones that got it asap. Lunch. Rehearse play. Go to old peoples home to do the play, Sun salutations and sing… OH YEAH… sing! Trisha taught the kids an Italian number while I got to teach them Kalinka, a Russian number and the russian leg kicking dance. I was so jazzed about that. Get back to class and do the cut the past and shut the future process. In a way the future is more a sneaky way to tell their parents to behave themselves and sometimes parents will shout at kids and say ‘you always leave a mess’ when they should not turn it into an always thing if you know what I mean. Art Excel game which is more like British bulldog. Ben won… at one point we were trying to get Harrison and I didn’t even realise the way I’d caught him I was actually choking him. Sorry :oS. Rehearse but it’s getting crazy man and Harrison was doing his usual getting violent with folks… and with him and Ryan it was more of an alpha male thing as Ryan knew the stuff and was good at it coz of last year. This time round Ryan wasn’t having it and had to show Harrison who the boss was… I was pulling Harrison off and Su had Ryan but Ryan’s feet were closer to us and he roundhoused Harrison soooooo hard… we thought Harrison’s head would do an Exorcist on us… total silence! The only time I’ve seen a kick like that is with Yoshimitsu on Tekken. After that the other 2 brothers stuck around with Ryan and Ben was even like you’re the coolest Ryan. While Aarjav and his bro Avik stuck with Harrison and kinda entertained Harrison’s behaviour. I wasn’t surprised about Aarjav that way and it was so hard to tell the parents he was a good boy when I wanted to tell them the truth but in the end Su is the head teach and I didn’t want my say to clash with hers. I just feel for Harrison’s mom coz she was on silence and had to break it. Harrison had this attention grabbing down so well he had 6 adults giving him all the attention he wanted for a few hours and when he was fed up he was like ‘you may go now’. Anyway after a while Ryan and Harrison are buds playing sport again. Rehearse. Dinner.

Take props and costumes in the Sri Sri Yoga room and face paint kids. Chill and mess around. Oh and while we were deciding what else to present to the rest of the people there Thomas does these amazing stunts on the diabolo… check out the vid… only way to explain it. I want a kid like that! While Ryan did the caterpillar… he’s pretty good at breakdance. It’s show time so we join the rest for satsang and can’t remember the order … it was something like do a song, Thomas does his diabolo thing, do the play. Now I was backstage trying to keep things in order and all the boys were trippin over Priyanka… thing is she liked the attention. See she plays the Dukes wife and Ryan the duke and they had romantic innuendo going on too. At one point Priyanka was like she has feelings for me and I was like hey I have feelings for me too! Anyway so while these guys were going nuts back stage I had to keep them away from her and at the same time keep the cast ready for their time on stage. Then we do the Italian song and my Russian Kalinka song… I got to make the adults dance too and it gets faster and harder as the dance carries on but the adults were such good sports lol. More chocolate cake.

Debrief in Debbie’s… man she had a room and a half… since it was a girls school we got the girls rooms which were pretty big and had like 3 spare beds and what not but Debbie’s looked like a teacher room with micro, oven, tv, kettle… basically a house in the building! Talk and we were told Carolina donated her money so that some of the kids could do the course for free. Props! And Debbie describes her as a blond Angelina Jolie too! Guruji has agreed for the course fees to be reduced for ART Excel. Just hope UK Board hook it up. Pack and chat with Suresh… he shows me a vid of Guruji’s visit with someone in MTV and Guruji is shooting at someone with something like giant paintballs and then goes for a ride in a Smart car version of a Formula 1. And in the end the driver is stuck with his seatbelt so Guruji’s like here let me release you and frees the guy. Might put it up on here.

Tuesday 24/08/2010 – Man there was this white pigeon or dove thing just chillin with eyes closed so I thought I’d go chill with it and it didn’t even wake up or anything so I started petting it and it didn’t realise till after a while, woke up and just tried to walk away a few steps to avoid my hand so I moved closer and it just wont run away or fly away… ended up hiding inside a bush. That was yesterday… today tried to wake it up and poor thing just stayed still. RIP white pigeon dove thing. Anyway so Soham and Vatsal hook me up with a mocha latte. Simona came over to our class to play the violin for the kids… can’t believe some of the kids remembered from last year that the string thing was made from horse hair. And this other dude did some acting thing… wasn’t paying attention and didn’t even get to take vids or pics coz I was helping with the charts that were still left to do. Parents come over to see what we’ve been teaching the kids and show that youtube of when the kid silenced the world. Parents leave, do the painting meditation and this time we got to do our own drawings or paintings too. Around this time I tell Ria what I do and she was so interested and kept asking me or telling me what she does and how she takes pictures of her sis and edits them etc… I was like wow you sound like you really enjoy it so keep doing it. If you were in London I’d have talked to your folks about giving you Photoshop lessons. Snacks and drinks. Now everyday the school staff would bring like 2 crates of fruit with cereal bars and 4 packs of juice. But no one was having it apart from me… I know it was for the students but they weren’t having it and one of my rules is ‘be shameless when it comes to food’. So my pockets always had cereal bars and well I was drinking enough water but whenever I got bored … there was the juice! ;o) Play heroes and compliments but some of the kids weren’t having it… by the end of it I realised one of the boys that had stayed in the background was really the best one in the class, so big up Peter. I mean Ryan was my inside man this year since Soham moved to Yes! and Thomas my stepson :oP Lunch. Goodbyes. Get props from Ben, Greg and Harrison’s mom, Thomas’ mom, Timin and Shaan’s pops and Priyanka’s mom. It was so weird coz when we start the course we have to sign this crap about not being alone with kids without parents around or something and no holding them so I guess the others were being cautious but I didn’t care man… kids need as much affection, love and nurturing as they can get. Like those few moments when the shy ones get out of their shell… it’s so amazing to see them blossom and you need to be off your guard for that to happen because thats the best time to remind them how much they can shine. I remember Moksha (already an amazing name) was shy and even though she made friends easily she was different. Her accent and pronunciations and in a way buggin with repeating the same stuff or questions but when she let her guard down one lunch time I told her to be aware of how great she’s feeling at that moment and not to let the kids bug her out. Kids can be brutally honest and sometimes it gets much right but use that same freedom they’re using to be you kinda thing. Ok I’ll stop ranting.

Help Katie pack… I’ll be going back to hers for the Eternity Process since we didn’t get to do it there. Beata and Miho will be following us and they get some water from the source. Drop by organic food shop and Katie is hungry as hell. I was just plain tired. Along the way back some weird stuff happened and I’m sure Katie was doing it. See when I sleep sometimes I jerk but just lil ones here and there. Then I did the Sahaj Samadhi meditation with Su and during the meditation I got big jerks and Su explained that impressions were being released. So I got used to that… but in the car this time round I was getting JERKS! Like such gangsta spasms my hands nearly hit the roof of the car. More than twice this happened so I kinda freaked out and stayed awake. I don’t even know why I freaked out coz releasing impressions is a good thing. Aaaaanywho… Get to Katie’s and what a magical place. Again part of me freaked out coz add this up… a lovely charming sweatheart of a lady living in the country side in a very old but well maintain house, amazingly big garden that joins onto a field with sheep etc. You know those magical Narnia kinda stories where you’re so charmed by everything it feels like too good to be true and imagine you’re gonna be locked up any second so that you can be fed to be plumped up just so you can be the meal (for those that don’t get it … Hansel and Gretle). So yeah that flashed my mind for a second but then again I was charmed by the plums and berries and apples and artichokes growing in her garden. Swing bench. Forget all that… I didn’t even know how gorgeous an artichoke flower looks. You know me and trees so the trees def did it for me… and there was this one tree that had spikes but the spikes on the end of each stem changes colour (pics will tell a better story). Su comes over to leave her bike and stuff while she’s in Italy. We have dinner and stories etc. Su leaves and Gordon starts playing guitar. We start having a satsang and Katie gives us pots, pans, spoons etc to play percussion. Have so much fun and laughs. Crazy dreams. Note: I have a feeling some folks have been doing long Kriya more than once a week, the symptoms are there! Lol.

Wednesday 25/08/2010 – Wake up and Katie and Beata gang up on me about the walls I’ve put up and … well the rest is for my private notes ;oP but wow Beata read my energy so well she even said stuff I’ve thought about and discussed only with Twinx, Taz and Nikita. We decide I was not ready for the Eternity Process till after I get regular with my short Kriya and instead Beata works on me with some other stuff and wow she pinched the hell out of the flesh on my lower back… I don’t know what she did but she’s like after I’ve finished stay lying down for a while and get up when you’re ready… I was not ready for a longgg time man… and after that as I type I’m still in a bit of a daze. Then again the stuff she told me kinda blew my mind too. And she kept wishing me happy birthday so I guess it was like a rebirth or something? Hell to celebrate that change I was planning on chopping my hair off but I still have plans for that. Oh and speaking of change, you know how you see signs… check this out… my main man Naruto changes the world in the episode that will be out tomorrow. Was listening to Eminem’s new album and he’s flipped the script on us too which was really nice … hell he’s even got a song called Going Through Changes or something like that. This book I’ve been reading has been an answer to the questions I’ve had and about crazy changes or like the knowledge in there was just so timely it was like…. wow. Anyway so since I’ve been good for these days I’ve decided to carry on with practices and see how much longer I can stop meat this year. I just hate telling folks I’ve stopped coz thats right about the time when I start again kinda thing and … I better finish this blog coz it’s getting late.

So … next …. Katie had been telling me about Biodynamics which is a step higher than organic food and stuff… I’ll try post that next to this post so you can check it out. Took info on other stuff like why Ghee is so good etc. Her area has a few places that do that, her area has a lot of Scientolog-ists too. So get back to hers after shopping at one of these places. I see a deer in the back and try to get a pic of it but I have a face and they recognise that as a threat I guess. Ayurvedic cooking. Katie does my numerology and again another sign. Not only that but the repeating numbers. 17.17, 8.8. Over heard Gordon on the phone talking about Prison SMART and that’s something I wanted to get into and since Viv started work in prisons I was just discussing that with him the week before! Catch the train to London, back in the crowd and city life and noise at home. Still so dazed it didn’t matter. Hell all I did tomorrow was float with a weird headache spending time with my lappy. Note: I’m starting to like the tense of the last sentence as I’m writing about tomorrow which would in this current moment be the past. Gotta explore that ;o) Jai Gurudev.

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Small World Festival 26th August – 3rd Sept 09

Small World Festival 26th August – 3rd Sept 09
26/08/09 Wednesday – Finish packing. Genie’s bleeding all over the place so might not go to Small World today but hope we do or we’ll loose the good tent places. We do leave so bike, train, bike, train, bike. Get takeaway chips for Genie she eats them at George and Dragon and we get lectured and falsely accused of smoking a spliff when it clearly was that dreadlock dude. Pitch tent. Meet a guy in a skirt in the Welfare tent with free tea. Catch some sleep and have a meeting with the Green Goddess crew. Really missed the old crew and this time it was all guys so what a bummer. Guys with a shorter attention span than the kids I worked with a couple of weeks back. They were just talking about drugs most of the time. Ah we have a lady… Dinky. Sista that used to be a bouncer but even into singing and guitar etc. She’ll keep the boys in line. Kinda glad I’m not doing cafeteria this time. I’m teamed up with Ray for litter picking. And boy am I glad it’s with him coz we got the job done Juggernaut-styliee. BTW Ray is my ex-housemate’s good buddy. Sleep but the wind is crazy man it was flattening my tent on me.

27/08/09 Thursday – Morning rounds with Ray (from now on I’ll just call it ‘the usual’) Feeling kinda bad for Genie though coz she’s litter picking solo and keeps wanting us to do it together. But at the same time I remember how much she slowed things down with being high or fuffing about and shlack. Hitch a ride into town. Get back and well when it comes to my teammate Ray… I could write a whole article on just him. Dudes like this gentle giant that steals everyones hearts wherever he goes. And every now and then he’ll impress someone (especially me) with some skill or another. This time it was devil sticks. Major props. Chill. The usual (easy round this time). Acidity. My god what a trip… first of all Luke and Callum were going nuts coz they had 4 tabs. Ray would keep loosing me so I thought I might as well do my thing. Over to Hippie Stevies Heaven tent to play cards with Pheonix and the other kids. Pheonix’s sister Tiger was like why you chilling with kids. I’m like I’ll come chill with you tomorrow ok! One of Pheonix’s friends was so bored he’s like lets go mug people. Then he’s like lets go beat them and rape em… I was still trippin so it was soooo funny. His bro has really ginger hair so he’s called Ginger Pubes. Some of our crew had names like Rimjob! Take the kids to see Joe Driscoll and show him some love. Couldn’t stay long coz I had to get them back. End up chilling with the aunties/masis getting high and bitching or talking politics just like last time. The stars… they looked like this big spider web connected to each other. Then this lady told me to lean back on her hands and see them… that was a major trip. I was getting really worried about Ray too… asking everyone and going round tents and all. But then it was sleep time. ;o)

28/08/09 Friday – Wake up to immigration issues in the next tent. The guy in that tent was such a pu55y… I mean pure b*tch made. More easy rounds of the usual. Wasp stings me. So many of them this time… like soooooo many. Get some tea at the free tea tent. That was our ritual… so now ‘the usual’ also included free tea after work. This time Ray impresses me with harmonica skills. Made me wish I’d got my harp. Another ritual was Ray and I going into town mostly for yum yums and junk and me treating him to a coke at the George and Dragon so I can go take a dump. BTW Sainsbury’s yum yums are way better than M&S… sorry to betray you. ;oP The usual. Yum yums. Rest. Late shift. Same as last time… kids fire juggling and shlack. Sleep.

29/08/09 Saturday – Hitch to town. The usual. This time there’s a tent selling cheesy chips. Larry’s Lounge was not there and my assigned tent, Triban, were not even set up so it’s all good. Tea. Over to the weaving tent with Ray. He teaches me how to weave. Tug of war between the two fires. The guy that started it was the main man coz whatever side he was on that side would win till he switched sides. Usual. Work on some signs for the pig swill. Nap. Tea. Sleep.

30/08/09 Sunday – The bands don’t seem to have gone to sleep. Folks were still partying in the morning. And boy did we have a big workload. Drag. This time we didn’t get a ride to town and it’s a long walk. At one point I was like you pretend to limp and someone might help but no cars stopped. Bastards! At least get a ride back. Usual. Do a bit of catering in Green Goddess. Oh and I wanted to tell Shona that she’s like my Tsunade-sama but it would get too long to explain Naruto. There was this other guy… John thats a drummer and also a clown. And Zolly… I don’t know what he did but him and Rimjob were just jokes. Hang. Wait at the cinema for Wallace and Gromit Were-Rabbit. So while we wait for the serious meeting to finish some of the kids took our place in line when we were near the door right. First this kid is like why are they talking about levitation. We’re like it’s not levitation its meditation. Then this girl hears them talking about sucking on the teat of an elephant and cow. So the levitation kid is like what kinda meditation is that. We all cracked up so bad they had to stop the meeting. Again we’re chilling and mostly it’s kids and this lil kid with an afro just goes straight to Ray and cuddles up with him. I’m saying man… Ray got some amazing vibes… I’d say he’s like Naruto but thats my thang! Sleep.

31/08/09 Monday – Meeting. The usual but really hard work this time and boy did we do a hearty job. For some reason I’s like I really want a cold coke and after that we went hunting for a cold coke. We were trying to avoid going into town for it but ended up there. Rest. Again Ray impresses us with keepup skills on a small ball. Dude should seriously be in a circus or some kinda show. He even does sky jumping/paragliding or whatever it is you call it. Rest. Mad heat so chill in my underwear. Note: My lucky underwear had holes it in and I didn’t even realize. Get some shrooms. And do another hearty job. Then halfway through we ate them so by the time we finish we’d be on like donkey kong. Dip trip, flip fantasia. Went to my tent to layer up and ended up in my sleeping bag till Ray woke me up. Thank god he did coz the moon was especially brilliant today. And I don’t know what it was but the back of my neck wont stop bending so i was constantly looking at the sky even when I was walking. The stars, clouds, moon and Saturn. Yeah we went to the planeterium tent to look at saturn. We could see the rings and I counted about 6 moons. Lol just when I would really get into my trip with the clouds and sky stuff Ray would wanna go somewhere or so something. Note: 3 tranny cheerleaders doing a song and dance at the Full Circle tent. Represent! End up in the tent Ray bought for a 10er coz the original owner guy flipped off his head on acid and his friends sold the tent to Ray. Ahhhh the trip of clouds. They were amazing too and at one point the moon made them look like a dragon, than a shark, then something something. Listen to some Rosie girl (acid jazz) on Rays pod while he falls a sleep so I go back to mines.

01/09/09 Tuesday – Goodbyes and folks start dispersing from Small World. The usual. Tea. Rest. Town. Float. Usual. End up in deep conversations from religion, conspiracy, etc. And the main guy talking was Muriels son Ruben. Dude is like 14 and he’s already into all this. I’d noticed him in the teen tent a lot… dudes def got the Alpha Male traits. Play baseball with this kids monkey toy coz it was annoying and we had to break the machine inside it. The kid totally looked and acted like Macaulay Culkin. Chill by one of the fires to get it going. Some lil girl called Tashi becomes my friend as she wants to melt wax in the fire. She was soooo sweet… I thought I’d recorded a convo with her but cant seem to find it. The Small World tent does dinner for all the crews and folks that worked at the festi. That green curry was amazing whatever it was. And some chicken… YAY! But it tasted more like beef… was so tight and chewy. Look for Ray … I ended up following this cat and it was so friendly. I sat on the bench and it jumped straight on my knee. So while I’m chilling with the pussycat on the bench, theres a caravan next to the bench and suddenly a bright light on us. Some lady comes out with cat biscuits and tells me her story of how she feeds that to the badgers etc. Very nice of you sharing that stuff and it’s really interesting but can you stop distracting the cat so it can chill with me… I’m missing Tasha big time. Wrap party in Green Goddess with crew brew and cream cake things. Rimjob and folks were doing lines of E or something. Oh and this other lady was like some Christianity advocate or something with her chalice and honey wine and what not. Notes: Lots of folks kept telling me namaste but the way they were saying it… Namestay and Numbasstay. Funny note: Someone put muesli in Lukes shoes. Sleep.

02/09/09 Wednesday – Man Ray has been doing fine picking since 7am. Brekkie. Fine picking. Feed the pigs and chickens with pig swill. Shut up tent. Bye bye Ray. Get paid. Genie wanted to stay one more day but I wanted to leave and she wont let go man. Bribing me first, then blackmailing me. I was like this is one time I’m not giving in. But still even on the trains she’s like we shouldn’t go at rush hour what not. I was like in my head I’ve got nothing but positive thoughts and anyway I’d rather suffer 15 minutes in a packed train than cycle home in the rain and wind. Sometimes she’s just too much man so get home and do me… aint nobody gonna mess up the best month I had. Anyway at one point the bus nearly got me… so glad I had the brakes fixed… it just got my elbow and now it’s in pain but at least it’s just the elbow. Notes: Paragliders, hot air balloons and a plane doing stunts in the air at the festival. Home. Unpack, washing etc. Really wanted to type the blog out but Tasha was all it took to forget everything else and just chill with a furry motor of affection and … smells. Lol for some reason she was farting a lot.

03/09/09 Thursday – Wake. Pretend I’m going to drop off bags for Paris so Genie does not get on my case and instead I’m at McD’s typing this lol. And I guess this is where it ends too. ;o) Uh oh… thought thats where it ended but check this out. Finish up at McD’s and get on my bike to go home. Now coz of the road works I thought I’d do a really dangerous thing and get to the footpath on the opposite side of the road right… just as I wheelie on the kerb… I come down and rumble tumble. Now this is a busy cross road so lots of cars stopped to see if things were fine. I couldn’t even think of that coz I was worried about my lappy. After I get up I see the front wheel has come off! WTF?!?!?! Thank god it was today man and not yesterday when I was zooming around in city’s rush hour. Now the bike shop is just down the road so thought I’d go get it fixed… but the shop is closed. I try doing my own fixing there… realize there is some stains on my nice top. I’m hoping is just McD’s red and brown sauce and not blood or anything like that. So not only are both my elbows funked up… my knee is totally fwacked! And walking home is… interesting… because I’d taken julab last night so I don’t know if it’s moisturizer or a mean case of sticky buns.

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KIDS!!! – genius and blogworthy from Taz

KIDS!!! – genius and blogworthy from Taz
Little Jamie came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. “Mum, I want a bike for my birthday.”
Little Jamie was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home on many occasions. Jamie’s mum asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Jamie, of course thought he did.
Jamie’s mother, being a Christian woman, wanted Jamie to reflect on his behaviour over the last year. “Go to your room, Jamie, and think about how you have behaved this year. Then write a letter to God and tell him why you deserve a bike for your birthday.” Little
Jamie stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write a letter to God.

LETTER 1
Dear God,
I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend Jamie

Jamie knew that this wasn’t true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over.

LETTER 2
Dear God,
This is your friend Jamie. I have been a pretty good boy this year and would like a red bike for my birthday.
Thank you.
Your friend, Jamie

Jamie knew that this wasn’t true either. So, he tore up the letter and started again.

LETTER 3
Dear God,
I have been an “OK”! boy this year. I still would really like a red bike for my birthday.
Thank you, Jamie

Jamie knew he could not send this letter to God either. So, Jamie wrote another letter.

LETTER 4
God, I know I haven’t been a good boy this year. I am very sorry. I will be a good boy if you just send me a red bike for my birthday. Please! Thank you, Jamie

Jamie knew, even if it was true, that this letter was not going to get him a bike. By now, he was very upset. He went downstairs and told his mum that he wanted to go to church. Jamie’s mother thought her plan had worked as Jamie looked very sad. “Just be home in time for dinner,” Jamie’s mother told him.
Jamie walked down the street to the church on the corner. He went into the church and up to the alter. He looked around to see if anyone was there. Jamie bent down and picked up the statue of the Virgin Mary. He slipped it under his shirt and ran out of the church, down the street, into the house, and up to his room. He shut the door to his room and sat down with a new piece of paper and a pen. Jamie began to write his letter to god.

LETTER 5
God,
I’VE GOT YOUR MUM. IF YOU WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN, SEND THE BIKE.
Signed, YOU KNOW WHO!!!!!!!!!!!

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CHRISTMAS VIPASSANA 10 DAY SILENCE AND NEW YEARS

NOTICE!!
This double blog may get lewd and licentious. Just remember that it was not all that went on all the time. Note: I had to fight a loooooooot of demons that I didn’t even realize I had or did not wanna face and now that I’ve faced em… I’d rather leave them where they are. I’ve also tried to mention the least about the course as it’s something you gotta do and get your own take on so if you wanna know more go to http://www.dhamma.org/en/alphalist.shtml and find one happening in your area codes.

MY JOURNAL (18th Dec – 31st Dec)
18/12/08 Thursday – Watch Illuminati… more conspiracy stuff. You know secret symbolic language of Free Masons, New World Order and shlack. The exorcism was freaky. I’m taken to see my work places new office/warehouse. And I’m like shyat! It’s gonna be harder to resign now but…

19/12/08 Friday – … I resign. It’s not you it’s me, you’re making changes, I gotta step my game up too but I’ll stay with you till you fully move to the new place. YES Plus reunion dinner at Ping Pong and Rakhi and Sandy’s birthday celebrations. Note: Someone saves someone’s life from my questions lol. Anyway I had a feeling I’d have to let it go before making more lies.

20/12/08 Saturday – Link with Dimple at Liverpool Street. That veggie pastry thing was amazing. Take the train to Norfolk. Now I was sleeping away but had dreams of someone shouting and a baby crying. Wake up and there’s a kid behind me! And Dimps is on the phone handling her bid’ness. At one point she’s giving her credit card details, now I got the window seat, she’s on the isle seat and I glance to confirm what I’m hearing and the guy opposite the isle does the same… lol she looks at him, then at me and rolls her eyes like silently saying ‘things I have to do’. Entertainment I tells you. Get to Hilltop Outdoor Centre, check in and shlack. Meet the guys. Women were taken elsewhere so I was concerned for a bit coz I need my dose of gyne plus only guys means something I’ll get to in a bit. Anyway so exchange stories with folks that have done this before. One was that this guy went cuckoo and by the end of it police and ambulance were there trying to get a naked guy to stop hugging a tree. All the while everyone else had so observe silence. Oh yeah, bump into another Paras. Same name, same school, same place and coz we homies we could not be roomies. Oh and the Teacher called me in coz I asked for a chair in case my knee acts up but we negotiated and if it got too bad then I’ll get it. Note: Teach looked like Dhalsim from Street Fighter and every time he’d summon the assistant teach it looked like he was about to do a ‘yoga fire’ or ‘yoga flame’. Silence started this night.

21/12/08 Sunday – Meditation goes good, trancing properly so feeling good about myself.

22/12/08 Monday – Same again, just one little change. Lovely dreams etc. Observation: In the discourse audio and vids the guru/Goenka chants in a really funny way and he stretches the ends to sound like a cow mixed with a frog. The manliness is at its best now. If you had an orifice that could make any sound… by god it did! Farts, coughs, sneezes, phlegm, sniffs, tummy rumbles… hell at one point I could have sworn I heard eyes blinking! So yeah, we had the ‘no holes barred’ Macho Manly Natural Sounds Orchestra.

23/12/08 Tuesday – Same again and another little change. More dreams. Only I’m starting to get horny! I mean my ‘morning glory’ has never felt this good and sensitive. I mean I like sleeping on my belly but my boner kebab is so sensitive I have to sleep on my back. I mean my little patriot is saluting/hailing me like the Nazi warlord himself! I mean if my pubes had dreadlocks it’d be like Jah Rastafari! I an I feeling the most high! I mean if I could get my crotch a superhero costume it’d looks like Superman flying! I think you get me. Okay, coz of my daily meditation practice I going into trances so fast but the evening instructions were not to do that. My bad for thinking I knew it all. ;o) One major change this time and it’s not too bad.

24/12/08 Wednesday – But now I’m not trancing and my thoughts are taking me everywhere. One side there’s trance the other side there’s thoughts and my constant awareness is the rope. Mental freaking funambulism and I keep falling. Mostly sex or violence. I mean I was Street Fighter, Ninja Gaiden, Hulk and Kill Bill all in one. Oh and lets not forget Saw. I definitely had a few moments of ‘gore’ violence in my mental movies. But the sex bit is getting crazy. I’m making all kinda of plans in my head about my New Year celebration. I’m playing ‘who gets to play house with Paras’. I was beating myself up coz the process we had to do seemed so easy but it was not, it was meant to cook up all sorts of thoughts. So hard day… in many ways if you know what I mean hehehe. Another process is introduced and I tell the assistant teach that I’m gonna need that chair. He’s like talk to the teach after the knowledge. And the knowledge touched on the pain issue and how the 4 elements are connected… wow! I’m like I’ll try that out and the pain vanished! Note: Paras is very impressed. Observation: Guy in front of my looks like a midget Stiffler. Guy next to me looks like Captain Haddock from Tin Tin, which makes me think of my bro saying ‘blistering barnacles!’. And another guy reminded me of this seduction guru. Note: Everything apart from my Patriot has atrophied. My stretches barely pass my knees.

25/12/08 Thursday – Sex and violent thoughts are going out of hand, it was so crazy for the first time every in my life I nutted in my dream and it was so vivid! And for some reason my and my tranny friend were aiming at the same statue… and don’t even get my started on to texture of my baby batter. I actually had an imaginary orgasm, usually the scene is cut right before the point of no return. I had to check my pants in the morning to see if that hand washing detergent was needed. One more little change. Even 5 seconds into the meditation and my monkey mind is grabbing and swinging on all branches of thoughts. At one point I was like maybe I can astral travel to where the womens are and practice my own kind of breathing techniques. Don’t judge me! Wicked knowledge.

26/12/08 Friday – Bad day man. My pride made it worse coz I like to think I’m pretty advanced ‘on the path’. Anyway usual stuff. Daydreams were getting weird too. One with Triad which I wont get into and another where I’m telling cousin screw it I’ll bring the cheeba you bring the KFC bucket or chicken skins.

27/12/08 Saturday – WTF kinda lunch was that? Note: All food was excellent and even today’s lunch but still WTF was that? In one of the meditation sessions I ended up in trance and went of balance and hit my head on the cupboard, dude behind me noticed and nearly shat himself. While I was there thinking someone hit me with a two-by-four. Note: The site says 20 something acres of forest and shlack but poor walkers realized they could only walking in circles in the parking area. Also the place is like a place for team building so there was shooting, abseiling, walking climbing, etc.

28/12/08 Sunday – Forgot my earplugs but was lucky enough not to have midnight motors for roomies. But tonight it was funny coz one guy did snore and the dude in the bunk above him would usually hit or move the bed and it’d stop. This time it was getting much and hitting the bed only made it worse. I usually click my fingers if its too much but I didn’t even have the energy so it looked like I was rolling invisible cigarettes. Sleeps getting hard as it is with all the thoughts. Top bunk dude loses it and clangs the metal bit. I have a lil chortle and try to get some sleep.

29/12/08 Monday – It’s starting to drag now. And the closer we get the closer we can see that ‘are we there yet’ tension. Hell my roomie had to be told to stop walking so much. You could tell his sexual thoughts were getting to him worse than others. I mean a bunch of guys walking around with sexual or violent thoughts man… shit was thick man! We were killing each other with our eyes if we did make eye contact. Guys like myself were laughing out of madness. Knowledge was too good! Every night the knowledge addressed the same issues we had that day. Of course as we got closer to the breaking of silence the one tension eased and another one of ‘when does this sh*t end!’ started.

30/12/08 Tuesday – Break the silence and some of us didn’t know what to do. I realized lot of us can’t speak well coz our vocals not been worked out in a while. But first thing I wanted to know is if most were thinking the same thing coz I was just wanna be the little above average pervert. This course was making me feel like I did a Masters in Perversions and I was training for a PhD. Side note: Kanye West says PhD stands for Pretty Huge Dick. Thought I’d throw that one in as a freebie since this mails really getting into the horny things. But yeah, once I popped that question it was opening Pandora’s Box or should I say Man-doras Cock… yeah that one was lame. Most of us, especially the newbies were on that wavelength! And coz of the silence our minds were making all kinds of castles in the sky. ‘Satay-ing’ all the exes and potential exes. Since we were near the shore there was talk of a nudist beach, but in that cold it’s just gonna be talk. Over to debates about religion, drugs and everyone’s life changing stories etc. OH and I finally got great symbolism for Drugs vs. The Path on Divinity from Vishal. Picture a wall between you and divinity and drugs is like jumping high enough just to get a glimpse of The Light while following the path is like having a ladder to get up the wall. Also loved how Goenka talked about the seeds and once it’s a tree you don’t have to maintain it, you just get the fruit automatically. In fact the knowledge completed so many broken links that we all already have a clue about kinda thing. Still gotta wake up at 4 tomorrow so try to sleep early.

31/12/08 Wednesday – Could not sleep and when I did get some sleep I had a bad dream that kept me up for the rest of the night. I was just waiting for the gong to go off. It goes of and I try to jump in the shower but remember that roomie that was trying to walk the sex off? He was in his boxers in there, apparently just ‘hanging out’. Funny stuff man. Last process and shlack, help with the packing and boy were we glad that was the last time we hear that gong. Exchange stories with Dimps, cigarettes, etc. Lots of us on the train back to London. Eva gives me music reading lessons. Till we both feel drained and try to catch some Zzzzs. I’m starting to feel ill. Get home… aint no way I’m going out so its ill in bed, online movie marathon and the Amarula Neha got me. For you to try: Get in bed and finish a bottle of your favorite spirit and then after an hour just step out of bed.

THE COURSE TIMETABLE
4:00 am – Morning wake-up bell
4:30-6:30 am – Meditate in the hall or in your room
6:30-8:00 am – Breakfast break
8:00-9:00 am – Group meditation in the hall
9:00-11:00 am – Meditate in the hall or in your room according to the teacher’s instructions
11:00-12:00 noon – Lunch break
12noon-1:00 pm – Rest and interviews with the teacher
1:00-2:30 pm – Meditate in the hall or in your room
2:30-3:30 pm – Group meditation in the hall
3:30-5:00 pm – Meditate in the hall or in your own room according to the teacher’s instructions
5:00-6:00 pm – Tea break
6:00-7:00 pm – Group meditation in the hall
7:00-8:15 pm – Teacher’s Discourse in the hall
8:15-9:00 pm – Group meditation in the hall
9:00-9:30 pm – Question time in the hall
9:30 pm – Retire to your own room–Lights out

Hi 2009

You pick a song this time.

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