ART Excel Acton Town 12-16 April 2010

ART Excel Acton Town 12-16 April 2010
First day – was good. Usual set up, name games and what not. Funny bit was when we brought up the topic for plays one kid said Holly Oaks. Mostly they’re Somali kids with one action packed white kid and one Indian looking one. Most of them have been divided into like 3-4 kids per assistant and we all got our own difficult ones. I’d spotted mine (Yusuf) even before he was assigned to me but he’s not that bad, I just can’t tell him what to do so I challenge him instead and when it comes to the important stuff like yoga and meditations and breathing he’s good. Then there was the 3 legged race and these two girls had the best coordination man. One two one two one two… till the end… and they were the the smallest ones there. They won the second time too so yeah I’m backing them for races lol. I’m was still drained from crashing at Viv’s then Sag’s and all the partying and stuff. Marco’s not sorted out the net at home so I think facechoons and mails might be out of the question this week. Got so much to sort out and I’m worried by the time I get home the cybercafe’s and post offices are gonna be closed. Anyway go with the flow… just glad to be doing ART Excel… needed a unique distraction and well… here it is.

Day 2 – Started out good. Got my sleep so I was ready. Looked for a post office since I was early but didn’t find one. Ended up buying Krave, new cereal Viv and I’d been wanting to try. See one of the kids there and she says she’s not coming in today… find out coz it was her birthday. Played catch till all the kids were in… Zurha’s getting violent and wild but we’re tight now coz of that. For some reason she understands me… well not for some reason… I can identify so it was easier for me to explain it to her. Anyway today Egli and Lukhman were even more out of order and they got to Joshua. That way my kids are good, Yusuf want’s to be left the hell alone while Zurha wants to do the opposite so instead of saying do this I have to praise Abdulahi and she’s try to compete. Abdulahi loves his meditation man… a bit too much… sometimes does it when he’s not meant to. Today they learnt the happy breath (Kriya) and played extra sport after lunch. Was pretty wild… oh and Carolina joined us. Today’s main bit was having to spend extra time with Zurha for getting physical with Amira and 2 other girls. It’s kinda helping me too but we’ll talk about that in later days to come. Oh and then get home to Bacco and Delton bitching about Kent being gay. Now I’ve heard them bitching to bond before but it aint my style. First of all we not sure about Kent, second what does it matter and third… who wants to talk about who’s gay and how many women they’re pimpin? What are you going to do with that information? In fact I got a small thought on that I’ll publish soon on my replies to sexuality.

Day 3 – Used to call day 3 crack day coz thats when the breathing and yoga breaks the kids down. And coz of these kids backgrounds there so sooo much swearing, kicking and just… oh man… all the teachers lost it at least once. I lost it and kinda swore too which was not cool but it got their attention. Bit up Shobna, Nayla and Sarojben for the lovely food and cake. What else… Zuhra loves her fights and most of the time I’m chasing her around to behave or stick with class… at one point she nearly walked out all packed but it was more to get my attention so later I had to stop giving her so much. Thing is my other kids are too cool… Abdulahi is a gem and Yusuf may have the attitude of a hoochie but he’s good people. Oh yeah Joshua sent the ball flying to my head from one end of the goal to the other so had to pause and get my bearings back. Oh and the kids were even kicking me… Rahma especially… she reminds me of Kanye. The debriefings are starting to take long after the kids have left and I got urgent things to do!!! Anyway before that I needed up bumping into the wildest kid Egli and he was doing what he loves best… football. Today I talked a lot about Naruto with the kids coz they understand that better so I explained mostly to Zurha and later Egli that this breathing is like Naruto’s training where he does not like to do his training but in the end he’s sworn never to give up and now he likes it coz he knows how to use chakra and jutsus etc. They were really curious why we teach for free and end up paying on our side so I was like once I found how much chakra I can get and use it for my powers I feel like I want everyone to feel it too. Lets see tomorrow if Egli gets it. Today was rough and as much as I agree with Joshua about useing a cattle prod tomorrow lol (just joking), but he’s doing him. One of the assistant teachers was getting on my nerves for being so negative and not giving kids a chance, like the last thing they wanna hear is another adult constantly telling them not to do things and pointing out their mistakes. But hey I was doing me so it’s all good. I also feel Mrudula should get more props AND responsibilites. But that kinda seems political or punish and reward or something. Oh yeah my kids were really good with their practices today too coz whoever was good got prizes for breathing, honesty, being helpful etc. The breathings got me feeling things too but like I said that’s for later. So yeah debriefing, sort out urgent postage. And some unwind time.

Day 4 – Got lots done. Lots of games. The blindfold one was too funny coz Aaron was not looking where he was taking his blindfold dude and dude walked into the gate. Then there was Ramla and Yasir… Ramla and I was cracking up coz Yasir took extra time to hold sticks and stuff and feel the texture and all. Good on your Yasir. Oh yeah Sridevi came over to take photographs for us to go on papers… ALL OVER EUROPE… Imagine that! I don’t know man day 4 always has some magic to it, be it basic course or whatever. And lets just say some wishes come true some things fall in place etc etc. Rehearse songs. And the last two headcounts worked out so fast… usually takes more than 3 goes to get it right. Plant trees with the kids as our seva/service project. Auditions for the play. Debrief. Decide to go for pizza but first over to Su’s to sort out certificates, press release and one gangsta meditation. The last time I got so many jerks was when I did my Sahaj Samadhi meditation course with Su. Ended up hitting Jonathan at one point. But yeah even sleep these days is that lovely sleep be it on the tubes or bed. Time for pizza, lots of lovely food at Franka Manka or something like that. Taz and Nick drop by. Taz stays over for some food. Chit chat etc. Told ya day for is like magic.

Day 5 – Finished this silly book Viv asked me to figure out. Everyday I’d chill in the cafe coz I was early as usual and so it was hot beverage and reading till it was time. Get a surprise for my group… mostly some chocolate croissants that I didn’t like lol. Oh and after last nights meditation I’d been so spaced since. Even forgot to do my homework and sort out a script. Painting meditation. Now my Zurha likes being difficult so she thought she’d be clever and paint the whole sheet black coz her eyes were closed during the meditation and thats what she saw right… wrong… according to the adults they read all kindsa darkness into it. Su had given me the camera for the week and I was like dang man I wanna be in some pics! Anyway Shridevi will hook that up. Was not happy about the dude with beard = God stuff. Man trying to get the kids to listen for a second to rehearse for the play was nuts but somehow it always works out. Friends and fam come over to see the drumming, singing and play. Shut up shop and bye byes. Get to McD’s just to mail you guys the Friday publication. What can I say gotta have some disciplines. Oh but McD server was down so I’m at JD Wetherspoons. So packed and everyones getting their drink on ready to party and this Gayanian couple were good enough to share their table. I’m looking ruff and on a posh as Mac on a busy Friday eve… picture that it you will.

The crew – Head teach Su amazing as always. Big up Jagruti for hooking it up and letting me know I don’t need the CRB to come. Big up Shobna, Nayla and Saroj ben for the grub… love the way they talk, just wanna pinch their cheeks. Mrudula was an ART Excel teach but she’d never taught the 5 day one and I guess it was new to her in a way. Everytime I saw her name tag I’d crack up silently coz it looked like MR. UDULA. We had Jonathan who usually takes the YES course. Peter was amazing, soft spoken, great a footie and just well mannered and all. We had Joshua the loud one that kept things in check and gorgeous Carolina, not my type coz she’s tall and skinny but I just wanted to take the Photoshop colour picker and sample her face for swatches. Lovely pastel colours from skin, hair, lips, eyes and clothing. Picture a blond Angelina.

So yeah… this was exactly what I needed, was feeling extra depressed with no work and love life on pause after being fed up of these 2 month stand situations. And other things. Guruji usually says best cure for depression is seva/service and boy has it helped. The physical affection from kids even if it was kicks and pinches, the feeling of doing something that helps, being busy constantly, etc. And some how some way… wishes just come true. I’d kinda forgotten about my past and when I saw the kids I was like I feel you man so I got to appreciate how far I’ve come since then. Hell I even feel like adding a song for old times sake.

Heart don’t fail me now, Courage don’t desert me,
Don’t turn back now that we’re here,
People always say life is full of choices,
No one ever mentions fear,
Or how the road can seem so long, How the world can seem so vast.

Somewhere down this road, I know someone’s waiting,
Years of dreams just can’t be wrong,
Arms will open wide, I’ll be safe and wanted,
Finally home where I belong,
Well starting here my life begins.
Starting now I’m learning fast.

Home, love, family. There was once a time I must have had them too,
Home, love, family. I will never be complete until I find you.

One step at a time, One hope then another,
Who knows where this road may go?
Back to who I was, On to find my future,
Things my heart still needs to know,
Yes let this be a sign, Let this road be mine,
Courage see me through, Heart I am trusting you,
To bring me home.
At last! At last!
Journey to the Past – Aaliyah

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Comedy Night for Leukemia – Trent Golf Park

Comedy Night for Leukemia – Trent Golf Park
When we first got there we felt kinda out of place as Oakwood is mostly Greek and what I recently found out… Greek from Cyprus. And then a bunch of black folks took the table right in front of the stage so that was gonna be something lol. The setting was amazing, we got finger food and sweet things. Ordering drinks at the bar was a mission though and after a few drinks most of the folks there I guess knew each other so it would turn into a social every now and then. My suggestion to stop that and focus on the act is something I learnt from Ray Charles’ movie where you turn down the audience lights completely since we got candlelight on the table anyway and that should do the trick.

As for the acts… we agreed the MC/presenter (Philberto) was the best. Excellent improv and natural delivery. The first act was a German dude (Henin Wen) and his stuff was painfully awkward and pretty Nazi. In my note’s I’ve put low jpm (jokes per minute). Second act was good. His one liners were good but talked too much… as in his jokes should have been oneliners but the words turned them into more than one.

Break.

MC comes back with one amazing line I gots to use somewhere… it goes something like I got a big dick but in your mouth it’d look small… coz some lady was talking too much. The 3rd act (Julian Deane) was not bad… I think by now the audience were comentating or just mingling so maybe it would have been better if they were quiet. His execution could have been better. MC gets a bit of crowd participation before bring on the 4th act. Joe Rowntree was electric… Picture Dane Cook’s energy and Ben Stiller’s looks. Great execution and rapport, material people could identify with in real life and lots of creativity… he’d get more props but the crowd were getting verbally rowdy.

We thought that was it but we had a surprise appearance by the dude that sold us the tickets. Chris Mousicos… he does stand up too! And he gave us a bit of history about how the Marathon has it’s roots with Greeks. See the Greeks were gonna fight Persia but they had to honour some rule of not fighting on a full moon and some dude was made to run around… and by the time the Greeks reached Marathon… well you can wiki it coz Chris kinda turned it into stand-up so I don’t know which bits were authentic.

After that they had a raffle thing with lots of footie signed prizes and auctioning items like a lifesize cutout of Tony Philippou in a superman costume… who is he you ask? He’s the dude that will be running the Marathon for Leukemia. At some point it started to drag so we left. But yeah big up Chris for hooking it up. The comedy night itself raised £3000! And Tony raised 7 grand.

Update: Just spoke to Chris and he says there’s an Indian MC too and he’s really good so gotta youtube Imran Yusuf.

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A CONVERSATION WITH THE MASTER (May 2002, Santa Monica, California)

A CONVERSATION WITH THE MASTER (May 2002, Santa Monica, California)
Spiritual path demands two things. First, authenticity. Are you authentic? Whatever you are doing, are you authentic? The second thing it demands is intensity. How intense are you, in anything you’re doing. If you are just lukewarm, there is no progress in spiritual path. Do you have the intensity of anything, desire? Do you desire something with such intense, with such intensity? Do you have longing with such intensity or are you happy with such intensity? Just like a child you know its so happy, so intensely happy. Its not just and smiling. The smile and joy pours out from its whole body. Havent you noticed that? Have you seen, small baby, 6 month old baby, she how it laughs, when it laughs is joy contained in a little lukewarm fashion? (laughter) The joy of a child bursts! Similarly the life force in you should burst out from you. Every cell of your body should/be vibrant, should exhibit the life energy. Your whole system radiates. That is spiritual, then you say oh you are doing something. You’re living your potential. Intensity in your expression, intensity in your experience, intensity even in your misery will take you on spiritual path. (laughter) Not lukewarm misery, you’re so desperate and you cry your heart out, you know without shame. You are on the path. You are a seeker. So options. Intensely miserable, intense longing or intense desire or intense expression of joy. There is no fifth condition. And authentically, not just dramatizing it. You know you can make drama. (Guruji laughs) Make a mood. But that doesn’t come from deep within. If that is the case then all the actors and actresses would be living that full potential. But it is not so. Are you getting what I’m saying?

Intense expression of life. The second sign of a seeker. That doesn’t mean you intensely get angry and and go. There are so many people who intensely get angry and justify that. We should not use knowledge as a shield. Use knowledge as an umbrella, not as a shield. Because you are at loss, if you use knowledge as a shield, to cover up your, whatever, shortcomings, then you’re at loss. And again, when you recognise shortcomings don’t hold on to them, this is another problem. Oh I’m no good, I’m no good. Self blame. If you are blaming yourself, remember, there is no chance for you to make any progress. Coz if you’re blaming yourself, how can you go towards something which you are blaming? You try to stay away from that something which you blame. And if you blame yourself, will you ever be able to go deep within yourself? Huh? Self blame prevents you from settling down. And if you cannot settle down, you are definitely going to blame others around you. See we oscillate between self blame and blaming others. This is the biggest pitfall on the path of evolution and the path to god. So whenever you blame, you’re not blaming yourself, you’re blaming god.

So that golden rule we need to find, that gold line we need to find. That centre point where you recognise the shortcomings but not start blaming yourself. The mere recognition take you further. Not denying, and not blaming, but recognising. Are you all with me? Is your mind still here? I want 100% of you here. Don’t want only 30% of you here and then another 50% out somewhere in Santa Monica. (laughter) Huh? 100% Intense! Do anything intense, listening, seeing, tasting, smelling, crying, singing… I tell you it’s the shortest way.

Patanjali, the propounder (?) of yoga, he said that… teevra samveganam asana. The one who has the intensity, for them, the yoga, the union or the oneness of the mind, becomes so easy. Are you all here? YES!!??? (Guruji laughs/everybody laughs) Often when people are upset, they are intense. And people who are peaceful, who are in love and joy, they don’t seem to exibit the intensity. Isnt it? I would call it the tamsik peace. Means very dull. Sort of inertia. (laughs) Inertia can also be interpreted as peaceful. But the dynamism is often associated with? Anger, rage, frustration. Where we find those who are intense even in peace? Are you getting what I’m saying. An intense peace. (laughter) Is a goal you can aim at. And that’s what this society, the world needs today. Isnt it? Hmmm? (Guruji taps on the mic) Let me see how many of you are really smiling and how many of you are really not.

You know we have made our smile so expensive. We smile once in a while. Some time, now or then. And our anger, frustration we distribute it freely, free of cost. Cant we make our smile cheaper? Wisdom is when you make your smile cheap… in fact distribute your smile free of cost and make your anger very expensive. You know when we were in schools, if we are upset someday or one day, you know, we were made to feel ashamed about it. If someone loses themselves, loses their… what you call… lose the temper, everybody would look and them, say what is wrong with them? If a boy or girl in the class shouts or does something, everybody wonder, what has happened to this person. So many days people will remember, oh that person lost the temper, coz losing temper was not considered to be a very good thing to. Coz the ideal was the Samadhi. Equanimity, how equanimity and how unperturbed a person was. That was given, that child or that student was really thought to be very high, very, its good. I mean pride was attached to unperturbedness. But today pride somehow got attached to rage, frustration, aggressiveness. Aggression got itself hooked to prestige. Violence got hooked to… coz the ideal of Mahatma Gandhi, he had just, maybe 10 years he must have gone. So everybody admired Mahatma Gandhi. So anyone who is peaceful and… always ranked high. Was given, you know, respect. But just within few years, everything is changed. Isnt it? And Gandhi used to read the second chapter of Bhagvad Gita everyday. And second chapter this is what its said… how to be equanimous in your attitude. Impartail and equanimity was given so much importance, pride.

Its not suppression, again. To whichever values you attach the pride to, that is what blossoms in life. Isnt it? You attach pride to violence, then violence will blossom, come forth in life. Violence will be exhibiting in every action. Why not to smile more? You know, just look at the person next to you and see if they’re really smiling, if they’re not just pinch them and make them smile. (laughter) Tell them you either cry or smile. Nothing inbetween. (laughter) This is a step to become like a child again, a child either cries or smiles. Express yourself. And life finds an authentic expression, it progresses in the path of spirit, for spirit is truth, spirit is love, spirit is joy, spirit is all that! That we aspire. Isnt that? Isnt that so? Hmmmm?

You know what stops you, what bottles you is your problems. And you know everybody else have the same problems. Slightly different problem. People say I want to talk to you Guruji alone, I said theres no need. (laughter) In the ashram I kept 5 baskets, I know what the problems are. Either the problem is about relationship, one basket. (laughter) Job or finance, another basket. (laughter) Health and health related problem, third basket. (laughter) And miscellaneous, forth one. (laughter) Fifth, big worries about the society, about whatever, the country, about the nation, about world, environment, all these problems, you know. Put in that. Or any complains about me. (laughter) Put it in there. Guruji you never meet with me, you never spend time, too many people, I don’t get time, I don’t get to do this, etc, etc, whatever. You don’t give me personal attention. Huh… put all that in there. (mad laughter) 5 Baskets, all the problems. There is nothing. And I have my own ways to reply to them all. Life is too short to keep solving one problem after another, I tell you. Just wake up and walk ahead, problems will get solved by themselves. You’re not alone my dear, wake up! You’re not alone, all the problems are getting solved and there is some power with you. Whos walking you through all the problems. And when you feel that intense desire to offer, write it down, put it, give it, send it, do anything. (laughter) Huh?

I’ve said, teacher is a garbage collector. (laughs) He wont say, oh this is yesterdays garbage, this is third days garbage, no why did you give me. No, no question. Any amount of garbage you can give. You the person who comes to collect garbage in front of your homes, they don’t say, they don’t quantify you. You can only give only 2kgs of garbage. I wont take anymore. (laughter) You’ll be in trouble. Unlimited quantity of garbage, dump it. And you have hesitation even to do that. This is irony. This is the irony. That we have hesitation to drop a garbage. Are you all there. (YES) (Guruji waves to everyone)

See I have no shame I tell you. (laughter) Nor am I shy. I just say whatever comes here. If you take it, take it, if you don’t want to take it, just drop it along with the garbage. (Guruji laughs/everyone laughs/applause) Give it back to me, no problem. But don’t sit just like, lifeless statue. (laughs) Ya? (Yes, WHOOOOW) (laughter) You know that’s why its called satsang. Satsang means you know what? Where you can just drop all, what people would think about me sort of things and authentically be there. 100% Authentic company, the company of the truth. Ya? Ok, now I’ll see the questions. Do we need to go through the questions? (laughter) Answered them all huh? (Guruji laughs)

People normally ask questions and Guruji aptly answers.

Thank you for the grace you have brought to my life. (Paras note: Not a question)

How does one attain optimum physical health?
Don’t worry about health a lot. (Applause)

Could you speak on noncausal joy?
Non-causal joy, you know the cause and effect, is again an illusion on one level. You know some of you have this problem, ok I read all these books, I know all this knowledge, but in practical life it is not applicable so what is the use. How many of you have had this sort of question, raise their hands. My dear you should know there are two types of science. One is the pure science, the other is the applied science. You learn about thermodynamics, aerodynamics, but all that you learn in physics, thermodynamics, aerodynamics, all that is not applicable in everyday life. Is it? But the knowledge of it helps you in some point of time. You can just learn being a mechanic, how to repair a car, can take a diploma course. Not even a diploma, 3 months, go and sit with a mechanic, he will tell you how to fix a car. But that is not enough to be an engineer. An engineer will have to know the whole mechanics, the dynamics of how the car functions. Right? So all that, as a theory, you read, you study, may not come to your day to day use. But never discard them, sometime in life they will come to your use, your help. It should just be there. Are you getting what I’m saying? At some point in life in time, that will come to the help. If you see only practical application of knowledge, then nobody will study physics and chemistry, the pure science. But without pure science there is no depth. There is no deeper understanding of the mechanics. There is no further innovations. How can you do further innovation when you don’t have knowledge in depth about it. So similarly all this studying, this knowledge hearing. Though you may feel its not applicable to life now. Some point of time, when there is a dire need, this will come up. And they do help your life. So there are two kinds, one help that comes direct and another help which is indirect help. There is one kind of joy which is direct, which is eminent, the other kind of joy which is indirect, which we do not obviously see the connection. Hmmm? Like brushing your teeth everyday, doesn’t give you any great joy directly, but it prevents you from toothache. It helps you from not having toothache, so in that manner it is aiding your happiness, joy, indirect manner. Same with disciplines, sometimes the disciplines that you practice, exercise or yoga, meditation, may not give you an immediate pleasure or joy or happiness. But in the indirect fashion, they do aid your growth. Are you getting what I’m saying?

What is the significance of the number 108?
Significance is what we attach to it. One of the significance that people have attached to 108 is, there are 9 planets… they counted 9, though there may be 10, 11. So 9 planets and 12 constellations. So when 9 planets move through 12 constellation, they make 108 changes. Of these 108 changes, they may be pleasant, unpleasant, whatever. To nullify the unpleasant, and to increase the pleasant effect of these changes, they would chant the mantras or the sound so many times. This was an ancient way to do that.

Why do all the god, saints, wizards, prophets keep long hair, beard and robes? (laughter/applause)
Its just their uniform so you can recognise them. (laughter) People can recognise only through dresses. Coz they don’t have eyes to see their spirit behind, so perhaps this is a uniform. There was one Indian freedom fighter, he was a great scholar, he had written many books and all. Chatterji or someone, huh? Vakilchandraji. He was invited for dinner. In the British tent, he was invited for a dinner, for a scholarly thing. And he was supposed to wear coat and you know, proper dress with a tie, coat and all that. But he just walked with a robe like this dhoti and a simple shirt, he was not allowed in. So he went back home and he put on the suit and came, and at the dining table he was sitting, when the dinner was served, he was feeding it in the pockets. (laughs) People asked him why is he. I was not allowed to the dinner, its only this coat that could let me inside this place, so I am feeding the coat. (laughter) Used to say, comeon eat. You eat. (laughter) So don’t have to be hung up on the dresses. Long hair and beard, its just I don’t have time to do all that shaving and… ok. (laughter) These are not an essential requirement for spiritual growth. Just wake up and see, you are connected to god. However you are. Its like you know a mother looks at some children are happy and cheerful, some are all the time waning and wailing and what do you call… crying and complaining. So you choose what type of child you want to be. (Guruji laughs/everybody laughs) Of course the former one otherwise you wouldn’t be here.

Are we all god really? Is this absolutely 100% reality? Please expound on.
(Laughter) Certain questions, its easy to say no and get away with it. (Guruji laughs) But that is not true. (Guruji laughs even more) Forget about god, first you have to tell me what is your concept of god. But if you just say god is love, I tell you, you are love. Even if you are angry, upset, frustrated, whatever state you are, you are still love. Love distorted, fermented. (laughter) Spoiled a little bit here and there. All the negative emotions are nothing but distortions of love. Love when it gets fermented becomes jealousy, anger, hatred, all these things. Frozen love becomes hatred. Just a little heat to it, it will melt. Hmmm?

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GOOD AND EVIL by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (MONTREAL CANADA AUGUST 2004)

GOOD AND EVIL by Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (MONTREAL CANADA AUGUST 2004)
Dearest Guruji. After so many years on the path I’m finally starting to see how the divine cares for me. And that I am protected. For those with strong faith on/and a spiritual path, this appears to be so. However, what about victims of terrorism, abuse, slavery, starvation and tortures. They do not appear to be safe and protected. So is it that divine protection does not extend to all people on earth? Only those with a good fortune who do have faith? Please comment.

You do not know the mind of divine. You cannot fathom it. You cannot fathom all the mysteries of the world, you can only wonder about it. If you just stay with this question. Why the problem, why the problem. I don’t know when you will get an answer for it. Instead you should think what I can do? What I can do to help this problem. Suppose, imagine in this world there is no misery at all. Do you know one thing, all the good qualities will also disappear. I’m sure this is a tough truth to accept. You may not like to accept it because it is not too pleasant. For good qualities to exist, for compassion to exists, service to be there, kindness to be there… its opposite is essential in the world. Suppose there is no suffering, on who will you be compassionate? You will be compassionate on one who is very happy? What will happen to the quality of compassion? How will you even know compassion? That’s why the first principle of Art of Living… Opposite values are complimentary! The biggest gift to the world of theology. World of philosophy. From Art of Living is this first principle, Opposite values are complimentary. People do not know. They just are grouping in darkness. Not knowing opposite values are complimentary. They think everything is opposing. There is a fight always between good and evil. You know good and evil are friends also. In Indian mythology this comes. That both good and evil decided to play a drama, so they both came to the earth, one became a hero the other became a villain. And of course the victory is always to the hero. And then the hero thanks the villain for making him victorious, and the villain thanks the hero saying I’m so happy to be defeated at your hand and if find salvation because you defeated me. The good defeated.

This is something that is startling, it’s the story between Ram and Ravana. And Ravana the wicked was killed and the last breath of his life he says ‘I’m happy to be killed by you’. Because by that I only think of you, I attain you. What is called poison is sometimes a life saving drug. In fact if you looking at all the life saving drugs, its written poison. (laughter) And vitamins if you consume more than certain limit, that can kill you too. Opposite values are complimentary. This is a very profound knowledge. World over in theology people are struggling to place evil. Where to place evil? If God is omnipresent, omniscient… where is this place for evil to exist? If evil exist other than God, then God loses his qualification of omnipresence, number one. He loses the qualification of omnipotent, if he’s so potent why did he allow the evil to exist? And why does he warn people against the evil, number one. And then you have many stings of questions like that. Why wont God take care of the evil before it destroys everybody? Why wont God get so angry when he’s omniscient, when he knows everything, every step that is going to happen. Not a blade of grass will move without his will. Then what happens to this evil, where do you place the evil? It’s in a big mess I tell you. (laughter)

For centuries volumes have been written, people have argued back and forth. How to even count for the existence of evil. At the same time accept the omnipresence and omnipotence of God. Do you see what I’m saying? I mean we need not go into the theological discussion. Good and evil are just relative. God is absolute. They are two different fields. The ancient rishis explained in a beautiful manner. They said… the whole building, everything here is made up of wood. This is one level of truth. Yes, everything here is wood. That’s true. But the table is not the chair and chair is not the door. You can’t sit on the door. Nor put the chair for a door. Yes here everything is wood, on that level. Like atoms. Everything is atom. It is same atom which is in chocolates, same atom which is in carbon. In charcoal, you can’t gulp the charcoal. Same atom in a diamond as it is in a charcoal. Same even molecules. You can’t gulp a diamond. Or hang a charcoal in your ears. On one level there is only oneness, God comes from that level. Of everything is made up of one thing. Omnipotence. And in that there are diversities. Though it is the same wood, still it is different. One is cedar and another is sandalwood another is something else, teak wood. There is differences. And this is what is missing. There are big theological colleges. I tell you, if you just sit with them, the confusion they are in. It’s so obvious. This has robbed the smile from their faces. I’ve attended many conferences, I’ve yet to see a really childlike smiling, FREE theologian or intellectual. I think some of you should get into those colleges (guruji laughs) and bring in more life. More joy. Ya, we have to bring in that. Our education will have to make us more happier. Not so serious and bogged down.

Guruji, is it ok for us to have feverishness for the divine?
When the water in impure you put the alum. The alum removes the impurities and dissolves itself. So like that, the feverishness for truth, for divinity, for good company, can be the last feverishness. So it can replace the other ones, otherwise your mind will definitely clog onto some other feverishness. Please please take my chattering mind, I don’t want anymore mind. It’s talking too much. And it’s going all over the places. Love and gratitude. Wake up and see, where does the mind go, what does it want. We begin like that, what is that I want? First thing. Write it down whatever it may be. I want this relationship, I want this money, I want this fame, I want this, I want this. Write them down. Mind becomes so much more clearer. Its when you don’t know what you really want or long for. That’s when the mind is all over the place. And when you do not know how to achieve it, its even more trouble. And just know that even after achieving all that, you’ll be in the square one and the same place where you are. Really no use.

HMMMM? Look at all those people who have so much money. Are they happy? Look at those people who have so much fame, are they happy? Do you find satisfying or uplifting smile in those faces? Do you find them contented? No. And that peace, contentment, serenity is not in them. You look at your face into them mirror, you have much more joy and serenity than the so-called successful people in the world. Isn’t it? Hmmm, they are in a rat race. All the big industrialist, they are so miserable, they are in such a rat race, you know. Such showing off. You have how much wealth, I have so much wealth, I will show off, you show off. And then see where they end up. They’re like, really, you know, foolish kids. Really, their talks are foolish. So stupid. Their conversations are unworthy of even listening. So childish. Have no context for life. Don’t see life in context with the whole. With the vastness. With the vastness of time and space. Hmmm? Do you want to be like them? (laughter). Yeah, I tell you money is needed. No doubt. Work for money, I’m not saying just sit and daydream. Oh one day God will open the sky and pour money on my head. An angel will come on a carpet with a bowl full of gold and will give you. It’s not going to happen. Don’t sit and daydream. Don’t buy lottery ticket and look at your astrological chart. When is good luck going to come to you. It’s not going to come to you. There’s an old proverb in Sanskrit which says… tinga-linga-ling-school-bell-ring. (Paras note: Might have spelt it wrong hehehe) One who puts his effort and one who is courageous, to him the wealth will come, the goddess of wealth will come. You need to be courageous, brave, entrepreneurial and then effort. Just being courageous, not enough. One who puts the effort. So work hard, work intelligently. Money is needed but money is not all that, that is. Life is much more than that. Life is much more.

You know when the president of world bank met with me, he asked me, ‘Your holiness, please tell me the secret of your success. In the world bank we initiate so many social projects, we hardly get any success. How come your projects are successful with such a small amount of money? Less than a million dollars you’ve achieved so much result, so much has been accomplished. How is that possible?’ I told him it’s not just the money that works. Not money alone that works. Something more. It’s our volunteer’s motivation. Said, love and dedication to do work that makes you accomplish your work. What you cannot achieve at 10 million dollars, just over less than a million dollar could do that. The governments are astonished, how 21 thousand villages have been adopted. So much work happened. Hundreds of medical camps happened. Thousands of trees were planted. You must have seen all those details. How much seva happened in one years time. Then he called all his staff and said we should all have a permanent relationship with Art of Living. (applause) Said this meeting should not end here. Said we should have continuous programs happening. Lot of people are learning Art of Living here. Don’t clog yourself only to money. Life is worth much more huh?

You say come back to awareness of your body and environment at the end of meditation. I never lose awareness of my body or the environment. (laughter) Am I doing something wrong?
You know in meditation if you’re too conscious, oh what’s happening now, what’s happening, where is my mind going, am I here, am I there. In fact too attentive, too alert… meditation is not going to happen. You’re not going to relax. Meditation is not just doing that you know. Too conscious, too alert, too watchful every moment, what’s happening… no. Meditation is not concentration. Don’t concentrate on meditation. It is just letting go, relax. Hmmm? Its like when you sleep you lose the awareness of the body. In meditation, similar. You don’t know where you are but you know you are. I’m not just that. Many different type such experiences might happen. So don’t look for experiences. That becomes an obstacle for you. If you sit and… where is my experience, where is my experience. It’s not going to happen.

Dearest Guruji, I’m experiencing intense tidal waves of cravings. I don’t know how to handle them. What do we do when these cravings arise? How do we resist giving into bad habits and cravings?
A little cleansing and fasting would help you. Couple of days of just fast and juice or raw food or undergo some cleanse.

Dearest Guruji, what is the final balance between discipline, love and scolding? Sometimes I’m too soft or too hard on my loved ones. How do we teach them the right lessons with love and fairness?
How do you know you are too hard or too soft. What is your standard of measuring that. Perhaps they need that hard or that strong stance. See when you judge yourself that you’re too hard too soft, that becomes a problem. You don’t feel good about yourself. When you don’t feel good about yourself, you’ll never make others feel good. If you start accepting the way you are, you will start accepting the others the way they are also. Ya? Something to think about.

Dearest Beloved Guruji, I would like to ask you about being too sensitive. What can I do? Is this something good or not? With much love.
Who said you are too sensitive? Forget about it. Come on wake up. (Guruji laughs). When you brand yourself too sensitive. Then you prepare to get hurt. When you get hurt, then you pity yourself. See I’m too sensitive, I’m no good, I get hurt. You think you get hurt, you get even more hurt. Wake up the valour in you, come on nothing can hurt me!

What is the meaning of Natraj crushing the human body under his feet?
Natraj is the dancing Shiva. Under his feet there is a demon. This is a symbol. Demon is call apasmara. Means utter inertia. Natraja is total consciousness. The consciousness which is full of vibrance and dance. And that steps on the apasmara. Means the inertia. That means the opposite values are co-existing. Under the feet of the dance is the inertia. The dullness. That gives the whole picture of wholeness. In the wholeness, dullness is also part of it. Not just the waking… sleep is also part of it. Not just the dance, the lethargy is also part of it. To give you the full image of the wholeness. They put the opposites. One is the beautiful… standing on the ugly.

Dear Guruji, why do I crave some much for the attention and approval of others? How can I overcome this?
This is good, when you start getting more into knowledge listen to Ashtavakra. Go again and again and again. Delve more into knowledge. And understand everything is changing in the world. What is others opinion about you, so what, someone appreciates you today. How much time will it take for them to take back their appreciation. If they appreciate you, how sure are you that they are not jealous of you? And tomorrow if they blame you, what are you going to do? Let them blame. Don’t make your life football of their opinion. You know this you will understand the more you grow into knowledge huh?

With all due respect I have read of you being a living saint. What does that mean to you and how do you keep your ego out of it? Having people revere you is odd, isn’t it? Or did you always know that you had a gift to inspire others?
You know if someone reveres you, so what? Whom are you revering? When someone appreciates a painting, they’re appreciating the painter. When someone praises you, why you shrink? Why you feel uncomfortable? You should feel absolutely comfortable. And when someone blames you, then also you feel comfortable. If you are shy for compliments, you will be devastated when insults are hurled at you. In the Gita, the first thing Krishna tells Arjuna, he says ‘be equanimous’. Even if someone praises, doesn’t matter, so what. And someone blames you, doesn’t matter, so what. Nothing should touch you. People’s words, their actions, their reactions, their adorations or their blames just blow with the winds. You are there, fully centred, satisfied, unshaken. That is the whole knowledge. There is a saint in each one of you. Its wrong to think that sainthood is bestowed on somebody after they have died, and if they show some miracle here and there. Is a completely wrong principle/policy. Saint means the simplicity. Saint word comes from the Sanskrit root Sattva. Sattva means one is clear, harmonious, pure, unruffled… at home. You can be at home! You can be unruffled. And that seed of sainthood, I feel, is in every human being. Hmmm? It’s not a great deal about it. So just don’t worry. Just be like a child. I say I’m a child who refuse to grow up. Every baby is a yogi. Born yogi. And then they lose that yoga as they grow older, they lose that innocence.

Have you seen children? They do all the yoga asanas. When they are born, their legs are up in the air, they don’t sleep flat like you. They do the boat pose. (laughter) Their head is up, their legs are up. And then they try to catch hold of their toes. And then they do cycling. And then they go on the tummy. And then they do cobra pose, bojang asan (spelling). And then little while there, they do tricun asan, they crawl and one hand they lift, turn back and see, what’s happening behind them. They fall on the cheek, again they get up. If they fall by themselves nobody there they don’t cry. But if they see someone watching them then they start crying. (laughter) When they fall by themselves they wake up and they go happily. And they alternate their hands, they turn on this side and lift their hand and look. Haven’t you seen, just watch a baby. From the time it’s born to the age of 3 they do almost all the asanas. They put all the mudras (hand reflexology kinda thing). They suck the thumb, they sleep with chin mudra, then chinmaya mudra. All that they do. That’s why yoga is so natural. Its observing animals, observing human beings, observing different species, that which was conceived is yoga. It helps the growth of the mind, body.

But people say oh yoga is all devilish, satanic. You shouldn’t do yoga. It’s so unfortunate. You know in Europe, one in every third child, sometime or other goes to psychiatrist. In Washington DC 33% of youth go to prison. It’s alarming, they have committed some or other crime at some time. In such situation, these students, these kids they all need to be taught yoga. To balance their body, mind. The president of Croatia found the value of yoga, he found how his family been saved from disasters, difficulties. So he introduced yoga, immediately the church opposed oh this is all satanic. Made a big protest, withdraw yoga from the education system. It’s so unfortunate. We are not in the middle ages where all the scientists were prosecuted. It’s a free world. We should of course protest against alcohol, drugs, gambling, all these sort of things which destroy human life. Not which promotes human evolution. Wherever it comes from East or West doesn’t matter. What is needed is the welfare of mankind. We should see everyone being happy. And that is real religiosity, isn’t it? That’s unfortunate if people brand yoga as from the Satan. We all need to educate those people. Call them, have dialogue with the fanatic/fundamentalists. Educate them, hey come on, all it is is a simple exercise which uplifts your body, mind and spirit. Doesn’t matter whatever you believe. You can believe in 7th heaven, you can believe in 14th heaven, 3rd heaven. Doesn’t matter. Whatever is your belief system, but do something practical to uplift your spirit. Isn’t it necessary? That broadmindedness is what we need to bring into people.

Guruji I love you a lot, do you love me?
My dear I have no choice (guruji and everybody laugh). I cant but love you and you cant but love me. Neither you have a choice, nor do I have a choice. I am the way I am and you I tell you have no choice, you try your best not to love. (laughs and applause) See how you will get into love. Hmmm? I think everyone should play the role of a guru, at least for couple of people if not everybody. Role of guru is to be in unconditional love, support someone for their good, without expecting anything in return, not even a thank you note. That role everyone should play for as many people as possible that’s good. Play the role of a guru in your lives. Not because they are related to you, they are good friend or yours, they did favour to you, you do a favour to somebody. Just unconditionally loving, and wishing for their growth. Wishing for their blossoming. Working towards the happiness of all mankind. Then that guru principle will blossom in you, that song you know ajo anantaya, it’s so beautiful. Ajo means the guru principle is never born, guru is never born and is infinite consciousness. And ever pure. Nidhyaya shuddhaya it’s always there, eternal and pure. And in the form of bliss, dwelling in every heart. Invoking that principle and becoming one with that principle there. When you keep doing service, going deep in meditation. Sachidananda the pure consciousness you’re vibrating throbbing consciousness, everything, every cell of you, body is vibrant with that energy. Consciousness, nobody can deplete that energy. Infinite energy, you are in connection with the infinite energy. Your cells are throbbing with joy. Radiating energy and peace and love to the whole world. That is the real essence of guru principle, soaking in guru principle. Hmmm? Ok?

Why do I have health problem, is it because of bad karma? Please explain.
Health problem happens for various reasons. One is when you violate the laws of nature. If you have the wrong food, wrong habits. Violated laws of nature, health problems come. Second of course, due to some past impressions, karmas, all that is there. But you need to have confidence mind over the body. Our mind can make a difference. Definitely.

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